~i dun subject to fate , i create them!~

day 5 of 5 (Sunday)

2008-06-16T09:48:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for yuanyuan to come back! sunday i woke up at 1130 around there...then phone no battery so went to charge it , then eat breakfast and play maple. then 1230-1 off com and get ready to go gramps , then stop charging the phone. then dad picked us up below the block and went to kovan for lunch before going gramps. at kovan we ate beef noodle. hmm... then eat finish le went to heartland mall walk walk. new york new york open a new branch there. rather small though. my dad walk into cold storage so we went walk walk inside there too. walk finish le , we headed for gramps ba. go there le , greet everyone le i went to do vart. i do until abit sian...cos animation so have to draw alot pixel by pixel... so i do until dinner time liao... then anyways...ate dinner le i did some touch up and then around 630-7 we left for home. coleman called me , to ask me go lan with him later. so i said ok. but i went home first to put down my laptop and some stuff in my bag. around 8 he call me to go. we played for 1 and a half hours. played dota. after that i walk home alone... hai so sian...well...u're coming le...yuanyuan... i reach home , play more maple... and watch anime...then sleep... i'm wishing to see u as soon as possible ok? please... ytd night couldnt blog this cos sister was around... so it's monday morning le... i'll be waiting for u... pls...come back soon i beg u... and tell me asap when u arrive... though u cant see this...but i really hope u will...

day 4 of 5 (saturday)

2008-06-15T11:27:00.002+08:00

yuanyuan...sat was also very sian... if only u're here. then wed we could've gone out. thursday too... and actually...everyday also can except sunday cos i have to go gramps...sat i woke up...lunch time liao...then went to eat cos mom ask me to... then went to play com...i played maple cos got double exp...then reach lvl 28...then play until sian...so went to read manga. then father came home so we went out for dinner...they say go east coast eat... i fell asleep in the car...woke up then realised we at pasir ris... my dad was taking us for a car ride... saying that buying house at pasir ris not bad...can go beach easily... then say maybe jurong also can , or clementi since it's the cheapest... although i have to accept the fact that where my dad wants to move to is his choice and not mine...but it's really damn depressing... yuanyuan should know why... right? and ya the feeling of downgrading also sucks... then anyway...he from pasir ris went to changi and then to east coast...and it was very crowded at east coast. had to take some time to find place to sit and place to park car. i ate 15 satay sticks and gonggong , shell thingy. eat finish le , went home i think. cos i was asleep in car. so didnt know where else they went. but it felt quite long... i realised at east coast...the whole time... i wasnt happy...alot of things was troubling me... and i was wishing yuanyuan to be with me...then wont so sian... anyways... reach home le i played maple again cos got double exp. leveled to 30 around 1030 or 11...then i went to bathe. then bathe liao i watch anime...then play abit more maple... then went to sleep... hai...why so sian deee...

day 3 of 5 (friday)

2008-06-15T11:10:00.002+08:00

friday and saturday very hard to blog cos friday got frens around , then sat sis around the whole day. so...now it's sunday morning so got time ba. i shall blog about friday first. morning went to pass up portfolio. i waited so long for the bus...very sian... then called wei jie tell him will be late. so he went first. then i reach le , went to print abit more for portfolio. then went to see ms wendy. wei jie was also around ba. then ms wendy sounded like we can pass i think. so quite happy. then went home , coleman came my hse. then we play maple and dota. around lunch time , he went to eat lunch with his mom. then my sis took over and play...soon after we ate lunch at home , mom cook. coleman came back then we continued to play. around 5-6 jon came. then play until 7 then time to eat dinner. we ate at the market nearby , my family and frens all 5 of them. then...jon and coleman went to church first. while i went with my family...then i play until around 10 then went to church to play soccer with them. then went there cell havnt end. coleman's cell ldr ask me to join them. then ask everyone how's their week. then nothing much then end le... so next we played soccer. i play until my leg behind bleed yet i cldnt feel any pain. only when i wash it then very pain. after that it was just pain when i walk...zzz...dunno how i got the cut... then also my psp cover was lost...so friday night i actually damn sian... but oh well... they stayed over and then we play ba. i slept earlier than them..morning woke up they went home le. i feel very sian...

something i wrote while thinking of u.

2008-06-13T08:00:00.002+08:00

you know the song ," i'm leaving on a jetplane , don't know when i'll be back again " , in ammagedon(paiseh anyhow spell) got sing de. well...the tune is the same ba. here goes---

she's leaving on wednesday,
why'd you have to go so far away.
leaving for 5 days,
now my heart's left with utter disarray.

yup that's it. ok ba. i'll stop here. -stop-

day 2 of 5 "fefe misses yuanyuan"

2008-06-13T07:47:00.002+08:00

this post is for thursday , there will be a post for today ba , yuanyuan... hmmm...today... woke up to open door for jon to go home. then went back to sleep cos very tired. then woke up at 1.30 around there. lol. i becoming like yuanyuan hehe...joking. yuanyuan piggy~ haha. wonder if u at penang also sleep late wake up late. too bad i cant call u wake up...and if only can receive sms from u=( BUT! yay u got reply once^^ very happy=D thanks!!! oh and hehe...ya u really surprised me. the letter and ur sms. yuanyuan loves me wor XD well at least i know you're okay=) i abit greedy >.< chinese ="X.">.< for last min. do portfolio...dun angry T.T... ok anyway , i lvl 23 in e world , and 46 in d world ^^ and i sold ur item for 500k hehe. ok ba...yuanyuan! i waiting for ur return=) come back safely kays , take care... love you~

my yuanyuan going overseas T.T

2008-06-10T08:54:00.002+08:00

SIAN LAR!!! holidays only 2 weeks...yet yuanyuan going overseas for 5 days =( tomorrow go le... today still cannot go out...sian... which means 6 days cannot see u... hai... i dun wan u to go!!! wad am i to do T.T oh well...sian...feeling sad <=(

nothing else to do..so here i am~

2008-01-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

erm...wad to say...eh... hmm...the last post was abt losing my handphone... well... i shall balance it out by writing i found smth...and that is... GIRLFRIEND! lols... yea... i know it's not gonna be easy...being in a relationship...but i'll do my best... i dun wan anyone else... hopefully can be with her forever... in order for that to happen...i have to do my best ba... or even better... i hope i wont disappoint her...but that's kinda...impossible...cos...ya... sure will have de...i not perf...haha...ok ba... think i write enough for now...haha... quite lazy to blog... so...END~

FEFE <3 YUANYUAN
FOREVER~

hais...lemme die in peace...

2007-09-16T02:13:00.001+08:00

I LOST MY PHONEEE... ok...said enough...wanna die...byeee

i'm so sian...

2007-08-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

i dunno wad to do...cant sleep...and i dun feel like doing anything...well... ok...i'm blogging... but it's just to make me feel better? i dunno... hmmm....well... havnt been blogging for quite some time anyways... just to let those ppl ( if they even visits my blog) know , i had my hair cut 4 days ago... erm...yea... hmmm... life is so troublesome... pfffff... its a contradiction eh... cos well...if i'm faced with death...i'd probably be afraid of it....and yet...i find life so sian... hmmm... if only i can tell when i'll die... wahaha... but then again... life is unpredictable... shd i make things happen or wait for things to happen? i wanna be the one that make things happen... but i dunno... if i can... hahas... ok enough of my blabbering... i shall stop here! HAH!

hmm...wad to say...

2007-08-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

i guess it's about time i update huh... it's August already...so fast... well... my brain's working OT everyday... guess i didnt bother to update...tired maybe? hehe... anyways... today...after a long time....i finally went out with my old buds... from sch and church... went to play lan at park lane... haha... was damn bored today... so ya lor... dunno where to go , wad to do... so followed them go play lan....then later they decided to go WCG at suntec...cos it was finals i think....not sure... Msia VS China... we went there....stand and look at the screen....after awhile...it got quite boring....the match wasnt that interesting...there was a commentator too....he's a noob...really... a lil bit and he goes ballistic.... who'd get excited over a blink dagger at the 18th min in a dota game? friggin retard...tsk... but ok la...i'm not one to judge... anyway his job is to make things interesting huh... haha... well... then we went out of suntec to 'walk walk'. Apparently we didnt noe where we were goin...just anyhow walk...smth liddat... walked out around marina square... walk here walk there... anyhow jaywalk....ended up at esplanade... then quite late le ba... dunno wad bus to take to go home... then actually got 162....but i need top up my ezlink...so... took 70 with the rest of my fren.... the trip very long sia... a few of my frens went off the bus earlier...only 1 staying near me followed me all the way to YCK mrt... haha...by the time reach le....7pm... then top up card...and took cab back home...with my fren so we split lo....$2 each... hmmm...k ba... i think i shall end here....it's kinda late now...think i'm gonna sleep le... scared i think too much... then cannot sleep....muahaha... kk...THE END to love or to hate...

the story of my sad life

2007-07-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

heh...df sucks codid sucks i sucks everyone sucks...ok...erm...just writing crap...dun mind me... hais...i'm so SIAN... sian sian sian...why so sian...damn sian la! could this be stress?! wooo...okies... btr go back to work...haha...i'm nutty=D

so late...it's...so late...

2007-07-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm...i realised i've been posting almost everyday the past few days... today is...wed...by rights no sch de...but went to do work in sch cause got frens to do with...suppose to meet at 1150...but...in the end everyone late...cept me...zzz...hais...haha...sad life...i dun really know wad i did in sch...i hardly did any work it seems...maybe did a couple of roughs for portfolio? heh... oh and i got raped in class....haha... wadever... erm...left at 930 ba...and went for dinner....and i reached home...11 pm le...T.T.... haha...ok....that's it...bye

my emo day...

2007-07-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

yeap today i was more emo than i usually am... i shall start from the start ba... went sch early....abt 830 ba...although class starts at 9...went there to see if i was of any help? but then again...how much can a slacker help? hehe...so...yea... class started and the teachers went thru each and every thumbnails....i was quite jittery cos i sort of used a short cut to do my thumbnail....in the end the teacher knew i used the shortcut method but nvr said anything serious ba... oh and got back test results...i must say mine was a miracle....=X haha... then...i guess....i started to get emo after that... i dunno ba...for some reasons...i just couldn't make myself happy... emo all the way...till...now i guess? haha...i just feel very sian... and i feel very tired....in everyway...just tired....

just another post...for just another day...

2007-07-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

mondayeee...for once...i go sch at 9am...on a monday...why? wanted to do colour theory... but then i go block m le...got class inside...and no one else from my class there...so lonely...then walk to block q le... then met mei foong there...then followed by papa... there also no space...so went block L....so fun...i walk here walk there... at block L da jie met us... then decided to go library ba... hmmm...everyone was doin drawing thumbnails ba... so hard to think de...head pain...then later they hungry went to the library cafe....dunno why not hungry so just drank coffee... ice mocha to be exact....erm....then the following events are the same usual monday occurances ba... hmmm... i today also stayed after sch do colour theory... but i did a 'shortcut' method de...so...i dunno ba... i guess i'm a bad boy....haha... sometimes i wish i know my future...it makes things alot more easier and allows me to avoid failures... heh...but i guess...it's impossible....well then...i'll just end my post here....bbies! >^.^<

on a sunday afternoon...

2007-07-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm...it's Sunday...heh...today i woke up at 1130...slept at 3 i think... initially...i woke up at 7....but i went back to sleep...and i woke up again...it was 1130...i was feeling very nua... and of course late for church....so i didnt go ba...heh...bad christian... so...then...went to bathe to wash the nua-ness away...it worked for awhile...after the bath , that is... haha...then went to take breakfast... hmmm... then around 1...think my dad called say gonna go pick me and my sis up go lunch then go gramps... so...ladeedaadeedaaa....i'm now at my gramps...i brought my laptop with me...hehe...but gonna no batt soon i think... oh yea... i dunno....if i did the right thing or not... i'm so confused... i'm elbatsnuyllanoitome
hmmm...the blog's so useful XD... helps me release my thoughts easily...i think... well...i think btr stop here...running out of batt le....END

a bad thing can still be good=)

2007-07-14T16:44:00.000+08:00

It's a saturday! But...for once...i wanted to go sch do sch assignment...heh...a miracle eh? wells...the meeting timing was very uncertain to me...one side say 1245...another tell me 12... haha...in the end met at 12.45... from meeting 4 other ppl...left 2...thomas and papa...lol...i reach 1243 liaos...thought i will be only one there...then sia la...papa also just came... she also early...amazing...hehe... ended up waiting for thomas...lols... papa cannot behave in public de... so old liaos...still so childISH....lols....thomas came at 12 52...then he say he not late ar...say his timing is 10 mins late...diao...zzz...then go sch le... NO MAC LAB open....sian lor... then dunno where to go le...thomas wanted to go funan see see stuff...so i nothing to do...papa i think also dun mind so we went funan lo... oh ya...papa bag...is... insanely heavy! lols... wadever....so went funan look see lor...walk ard for some time le papa suddenly leg tired...so she went to sit down...left me and thomas to look at some stuff... dunno wad ear phone to get.... then got back to papa and went to food junction.... papa couldnt get her swensens so guess the next closest thing was cold deserts.... we all 3 ate cold desert lor...i eat the slowest sia...lol...thomas had 2 bowls....and still consumed faster than me....the ice cold lars....hmmm...anyways...we split up when look finish le....papa go meet girlfren...thomas go home prepare go safari....i go home...slack lor...thats y quite bored decide to post...heh...k la...think write quite alot le....hmmm...although...couldn't do work today....at least...it was interesting ba....off to games now cya!
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flesymatehi~

2007-07-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

uh...yea...i'm writing a post again...2nd one this year...hehe...wadever...erm... to start off...today ...ok la i guess...did almost all the hmwk dued today....miraculously....ummm...actually...today got a class gathering at east coast... i guess...i was expected to be there ba... but...i didnt go in the end... i was too tired to go...fridays...end at 6pm...but i dunno why today reallly damn sian...so...i didnt go the gather...neither did i go church...heh...wad a bummer i am huh? sucks as a christian...sucks as a friend... then...i dunno larhs...cant control my emotions well... wonder why... sometimes...i wish i was born differently...or maybe...born perfect...heh...impossible... so dumb....but oh wells...i'm stuck with the current me...dunno how my future will be like...gotta wait and see... i'm gone...
sigh...i dunno how i feel anymore...she's the type i like.... if only...she was a christian...but then...even if she was...i guess...i would still get rejected...i can tell...i'm always trying to commune with her...and she doesn't seem to care....i guess she has high standards...i 'm not even close...oh well...i'm happy i met her...but i dun think our friendship will last....i want so much to tell her that if she somehow became a chritian...i would want to jio her...but i'm afraid of many things...she might not have the same feelings or she could end up avoiding me.....so i guess...it'll be shut in my heart until...i'm certain...the time that i shd tell her...

dull...so dull...

2007-06-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

wow...i'm actually writing a post...it's been...ages since i last posted huh...i kind of realised how dull my life is...well...no granado...and playing audi whole day...even watching anime and stuff...i dun seem satisfied...it sucks...i find myself feeling down and out...well...and i hardly had any social encounters today...yea...so basically...i had a rotten , boring day today...how nice...if only everyday wld be like this...i'll just stare blankly at who knows what...this post was written out of depression anyways...so i dun really care who sees this...i'm off
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wow...i UPDATED!!!

2006-03-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

wow? this lazy cat finally updates? lol...i dunno why i'm doing this but i'll do it either ways... hmmm...wad to blog abt...ARGH! i dunno! zzz... hahas...i'm nuts... well...i hate my new hair cut...i want my hair to be as long as before=( then i got a new spectacle...dunno if it suits me... guess the spects is nice...but not the owner...lols... during the 1 week holiday so fun... went for games week everyday... people i see there were...Adriel...Aaron...Coleman...erm...Fabian=S...oh and Wen jun...hahas... i cant say that many ppl went ba...last time had more... adriel's the game master of the game masters...aside from his boss tho... then aaron ar...hiyo...always trying to ask to be spared from losing... hahas... then coleman has been coming my hse before goin jericho...hahas... er...fabian's scary... quite over competitive le... why scary? at the bus stop rights...i saw him smiling at me in the bus...i was like O.O!!! ahhh...lols...right... then wenjun ar...she's a pig... always ask ppl buy food for her... adriel and aaron and even myself...hai...oh well... then she la... ask me wait with her at the busstop...but then she took a lift from amelia soh instead... but then the next day she ask me again=.= and thats when fabian smiled at me...okok... so lets see... the holidays past quite fast...hai...1 week...so lousy...ahas... i'm in the midst of a new term...sian...oh well...bye nows....cool rites? i finally update...kk...END!

hectic life!

2006-01-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

sec 4 is so stress! but i'm like...er...still easy going? manage to survive school still...aha...had many test this week...hiyo... oh wells...then some homework havn't done finish...haha... jialat...oh well...maybe i'll do them later...somehow...i hope...haha... oh erm...i'm satisfied with ma new blogskin=D haha... guess its kinda better than my previous 1...easier to tag le..lols... guess i'll end here...short pot tho...sry>.<

preteens eh?

2006-01-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm...finally ze catz update=) lols...erm...well...i dunno how...but i'm in preteens...haha...well...today's preteen was ok... to start with...the slides for worship was kinda complicated...cos...i had to change programme here and there...erm...stop the media player and then play again...hiyo...haha...so yea...dunno if i did ok=\ oh wells...then erm...i was kinda new to my grp...the only ppl i kinda noe was aleena , marcus and ruijun...the rest i dun really noe from my grp...well...at least there were 2 kids that kinda talk to me...joseph and venessa(i just found out her name de...lols) yea....well...jospeh ar...erm...he took a marker and drew on me=.='' then he also take my name tag and dun wan to return...hiyo...keep saying he's me and i'm him...zzz...haha...then venessa ar...she ask me i primary wad...then i was kinda O.O haha...then aleena said then her bro how...haha...but she's kinda frenly ba...i didnt noe her name name then and she already kinda talk to me...haha... then after that had meeting...then unc soon ho brought issabelle along...then at he classroom ar...she take some decorative stuff from some art thingy and gimme=.='' lols...so weird...haha...guess thats all for church today ba...oh well...tmr got sch...haiz... so sad...haha...dunno if i shd sleep late...>.<>*.*<

i suck

2006-01-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

sigh...i'm so tired...i dunno why...school's coming...another year of torment...ah wells...this year is gonna be the worst...oh well...i'm down and out...haha...right... sigh...rather lonely...i dunno why... think it's just me... yea... it's me...heh.... found out stuff abt my frens... guess....some have secrets which shd not be shared...not even to close frens....guess i'll have to understand that....all frens all good i guess...hmmm....gotta cheer up ba....been rather gloomy....stupid me=.= heh....sch sch...so sian...wish it'd just disappear....haiz.... i like making ppl happy....but i cant even cheer myself up....haha....so crappy....ah wells....

a new year's beginning...

why do i still feel sad?

i guess it's no piont regretting...

over the past incidents i've had...

a new year's beginning...

but yet i'm still no different...

life is never changing...

and it's too late to take a back turn...

a new year's beggining...

but yes , i'm not happy...

here's a poem i'm composing...

it's just to express me being crappy...

so....yea....i made this poem at 1.45 am...2nd jan le...haiz...i go sleep liao le....gd nite world...

zzz...

2005-12-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

daadeedoo...finally i update! hahaha....rights....zzz... school reopening le! ahh... so sian...ah well...this holiday has been ok i guess....tho it feels kinda short....sigh....i cut my hair le....T.T now very short....haha...i think...but not botak....hahaha....okok....i'm just nonsense....haha....i dun feel like typing le...lazy ol' me=) cya!

finally i'm BACK!

2005-12-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm....it's been awhile since i last updated...oh well...shall say some stuff abt the sentosa thingy.....lets see...erm....suppose to meet at j8 mrt with jonathan at 730...sis woke me up at 7....so i had to rush like mad....haha....zzz....then we reach harbourfront abit late....but only afew were there....so we waited...hah...erm...i went to the mall with jon and matthew to buy some stuff....ya....then we hadda hurry cos the bus was already at the interchange....then matt says if i get there slower than him , then i get it...haha...then jon say matt too big size cannot walk pass....lol...so anyway....i didnt get it in the end tho i was slower....hmmm....reach there le went to palawan beach....then later have to choose sweet , if same type of sweet , the person will be same team as u la....then i got same as jonathan...lol...then 1st game very sad for me....i so fast kanna wet...sian....have to pour water into bottle from 2 storeys above....the bottle hole so small...i got wet instead=.= .....then it was also very windy lor....after awhile it rained anyway...so yea...haha....then the 2nd game was to find newspaper pics in the sand...that was after the rain stopped....haha....so well...the grp i was in was "BC" was a name me and jon thought of for some maplestory thing...BC=blood covenant....yea....so anyway...there was Clarence , Coleman ,Jon and urs truely...haha...erm....so i found 2 or 3....just by walk and accidentally steppin on them...haha...after that have to tell story from the pics u find....so that part was left to jonathan with his unique thinking....kk...so well...3rd game was to see who have the longest , biggest , shortest , bushiest , highest and dunno wad else...from each grp....yea....so clarence won the bushiest hair , jon won the longest last toe nail and i won er...erm...the highest voice X.x like...er...forget i said that....so...the 4th game was to get water with the things on u or on the beach and fill a 1.5 litre bottle....well...other teams did very well....we got 3rd...haha...cos we found a huge bag too late....oh well....its ok....haha...then there was a quiz game....all abt sentosa....so anyway....we use a booklet of sentosa with phone no.s for informative purposes....haha....so me and clarence just sat at one place the whole thing...then jon and coleman went for a train ride...zzz.....after that....we went for a swim in the water....after some show of joel getting dumpped in.....so every1 went in in the end lor...so not much diff...haha....the water kinda dirty.....haha....and jon was saying he couldn't swim which was totally a lie...anyway...we had fun swimming....ya....the bad part was getting out of the water....its like...ok....i'm out...and yar...next thing i'm becoming a snowman....kk...fine....not so bad la....just freezing...hmmm....then well...jon , coleman and i decided to chong for the tent....yea....so well....we reach the tent and we were shivering....haha....coleman went to change his shirt....while i took off my wet shirt.....hmm...so we took wat we needed and went to the rest room.....yea.....and we saw joel outside waitin for the girls...haha....hmmm.....so me and coleman decided to go seven eleven to buy some stuff....and deb followed...and coleman was like walking zig zag here and there...hiyo...so we bought wat we wanted and headed back.....zzz.....then deb started to freeze me with her slurpie...when i had a moment of subzero just awhile ago...haha...hmmm.....me and coleman bought popcorn...and every1 started to take....oh well....haha....it was fun....yepyep....thats all ba...write so much le....write somemore stuff another time ba.... - The End -

today...it happened...

2005-11-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

About...today...i woke up at 730....haha....and photomarathon's at 8....haha...so i rushed and manage to reach on the dot...so anyway....every1 waited and waited for any latecomers....so me and jeremy were playing table tennis...haha....played crazily....wahaha....so fun.....so....ok...we started.....with the theme "my world" and well....i was in jeremy's group=D only me and him....haha.....and we didnt noe wad pic to take...so we went orchard.....haha.....guan yew also went with us....so yea....cedric and darren also since they were with guan yew.....we walked everywhere(well almost) ....then went to toys r us.......haha.....and had tons of fun there...and took WEIRD pictures there.....so well....went back jericho for next theme....and well it was "new beginning".... er.....what's that mean? we didnt got a clue....so anyway...this time went sumwhere near....J8! er....well...roam ard and still nth....haha...then decided to go Seiyu....so ok...look at stuff there...then....haha...we came up with a weird idea of a pic of a pregnent lady.....just that....there was no pregnant lady ard....so gd ol' jeremy stuffed his bag up his shirt and look at sum baby bottle and i took the pic! WAHLA! haha....okok....then went back jericho....and the last theme was "christmas" and well....we were kinda tired le...so went back j8....haha....then there was a display of sum cartoon stuff and there was a fenced up place with a snowman.....there was a sign -no entry- well....we ignored that and jeremy jumped in....quickly took a shot and off we went...lol....okok..so went back to jericho....well....we didn't win...but we had FUN! haha...okok...guess thats it then....bye...

hmmm...havent tag for a long time de...

2005-11-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

haha...haven't update for quite awhile le...dunno wad to write...zzz... oh well...anyway...my good fren is back and we watched harry potter yesterday....haha... and the ghost , Martha , is so sick! haha....enuff bout that....on sat my ncc teach in charge is gettin married....to....another of the ncc teach in charge....lol...dunno if i should go....lol....alritez....i guess i'll end here....bbies!>*.*<

sigh...my fault again...

2005-11-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

Erm...i guess it's time to update? kk...well...i dun think i have much to say... sigh...i just feel 'not myself'....i dunno....oh well... maybe it's me... i lost it perhaps....yea...whatever....haha....well....dun bother bout me....be back to ma normal self soon...i guess...zzz... hehe...maybe i need more sleep.... or maybe i just wanna be alone..kk...yep...i'm definitely crazy...haha... x.X

long time no update eh?

2005-11-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm....just realised havnt update for awhile...haha....well...i also dunno wadda blog abt...sigh....hmm....well...few days back had a ncc camp....luckily 1 night only....during ze camp had a amzing race thingy lor...and i was a facilitator....sian...hadda follow group....so tiring sia....walk so much....haha....anyway....quite funny tho....my team actually was last leh....they ar...headache sia...walk wrong place and abit uncooperative....but dunno how come came in 2nd at the end....hmm...so ok.....had 2hrs of sleep on that night....haiz....ok la...since its over le.....then i abit siao siao....came back from camp immediately went jericho....played dota for an hr or 2 then capt ball started....so i played non-stop and kept winning till aaron came...haha...by then my gas ran out....too exhausted le....hehe....i dunno wadda say le....oh wells....bye then....zzz

zzz...

2005-11-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm....finally...an update=) haha....today went for goumet challenge....=.='' ....siao ah....walk so much around town...whole body ache le....>.<>=D

soon its over...

2005-10-18T09:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm...so bored nowadays...tmr got sch...die le...most likely get my results back...i go bang wall best la...haha...hardly can get a good night sleep...played too much com le=.= , hmmm...dunno wadda say le...maybe i'll take a nap later...haha... >x.X<

haiz...

2005-10-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

sigh...i'm very moody right now...ain't happy...dunno if i'm sad...well...i hate my com...downloads so slow that i'd rather die than wait...sigh...and i probably can't be a perfect fren...hate myself... i just...dun wanna think too much...trying to just get life over with...sigh...i really need God...i've sinned too much i guess...i dunno...maybe i'm crazy...yea...whatever...stupid life...

short-lived happiness

2005-10-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! exams are over...yippie!=D haha...but...sigh...i dunno how i faired in the exams T.T .... hmmm....oh well....better enjoy myself before i'm doom...hehe...sigh...got no sch till friday...dunno wadda do...i guess i'll just stare blankly at the com...or maybe pop by jericho...haha... maybe i'll hang out with me buds...dunno ba...off i go>=)

exams...just great...

2005-10-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

sigh sigh...exams are finally here to stay for a week...that is...for me la...haha...starting tmr...i've got to endure 1 week of torture...just what i need...rights...so anyway...kinda worried=X so foolish of me huh? hehe...i dunno wadda blog about for today le...so anyways...just wanna wish my frens , ppl i know , or any1 having exams starting this week...ALL DA BEST=) hehe...p6s better do well hor...sec 2s also...well...basically...every1 hopefully better do well...hmmm...guess thats all ba...bye...wahaha...off to dooms day...

havent been blogging eh?

2005-10-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i last updated...haha...hmmm...weeks pass so fast...i can't imagine that well...exams are really REALLY at my door step...sigh...oh well...today's a good day...cos...it's friday! lol...church was different today...not the ordinary youth service...heh...the games ar...abit sian...to be frank...haha...>.< hmmm....and i got a bruise on my thigh...guess...thats it for today...sorry...rather lazy this few weeks...so update lil' ....hope will update more after exams....i just wanna wish all ma fwenx best wishes for their exams and some even PSLE... all p6s ....pweas study hard! haha...dun be like me...born-slacker...wahaha...okok...bye ppl=)

so sian...

2005-09-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

haiz...hardly got anyhting to blog abt...hmmm...i like my recent hair style...haha...jonathan's hair nicer...HEHE...okok...erm... had math test on mon...was easy i guess...think shd be able to pass...still got probs with chemistry...and final year is abt to come...i can just order a coffin and set a funeral date...haha...no larz...so far...i'm kinda grounded...life's a bummer man...sucks...haha...sunday was funny...hmmm...the preacher that day quite interesting...hehe... and...i realised how much i forgot abt my p6 work...hah...lydia's revision paper were quite hard sia...me and jon were 'clueless' or well...we humtum anyhow ans...lol...to all da ppl who thinks jon is scary....he's not la...he's just out of the ordinary...lol...okok...so yea....bye ppl...have a great week...or next...cos it'll be exam after that=X

sigh...oh well...

2005-09-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

it's sad isn't it? sept holiday so short... it kinda sucks...hmmm... sigh... next 3 days are gonna be so sian...i think i'll go crazy... today the last day...looking forward to thursday so that i can be happy again...>.< hmm...can't wait for exams to end...i'll be the happiest kitty then... haha... ok... today was a ok day i guess...things that made me happy and things that well...made me so sian... oh well...guess i gtg sleep soon...bye world...goin to my world of u and me only=)

yippieyay!

2005-09-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's a fun day=) finally jericho opens the computers for use...YEAH MAN! haha...hmmm...today i went jericho was for special interest grp meeting and capt ball hosted by my cell leader...so yea...anyway...learn some things abt the com...kinda cool...haha...capt was fun....lets see...i got hit down to the ground , slap my my fren...but luckily ball nev injure me or anything...oh anf my toes hurts...sigh...but it was still fun...haha...hmmm....my life's been pretty empty...maybe cos its the holiday...but it's not totally all bad...there's one thing that's been keeping me happy i guess....er....so yea...hmmm....guess that all to my entry today...oh btws....i want more tags!hah... b y e

^.^

2005-09-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

so ok...i'm feeling much much better...thanks to my frens...so well...i still feel kinda bad tho...anyway...i feel that this sept holis kinda sucks...too short le...hmmm...i still have nth to say tho....rather boring life i have huh?oh well...bye then...

T.T

2005-09-08T10:08:00.000+08:00

thursday morning=.= isnt a good start...sigh...i dunno wad to do...i'm in a fix...racking my brains...sigh sigh sigh...i feel so bad...shd be shot dead now...3*2*1*BANG...but i cant seem to be accurate...hah...ok watever...i dunno la...stupid me...so undecisive...i suck man...bye world...

argh...it makes me mad...

2005-09-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

sigh...my parents are so irritating...sumtimes i admit tat i hate them...haiz...oh well...dun wanna talk abt them...so anyway...today was okay...went jericho during afternoon...played a really long board game...was fun...haha....i dun really have much to say...so well....hope tmr will be a better day....byya peeps....oh and i really wanna thank ppl who tag my blog=) pweas tag as much as u want...lol...

i'm bored...

2005-09-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

sighsighsigh...this week can't use com in jericho...somebody kill me plz! haha...no la...hmmm...so now i'm at home...bored...lonely...watever....i'm not goin jericho early today....no offence but i abit sian liaoz...but staying at home is damn boring...no 1 online too...sigh sigh...hmmm....today got double tuition... chinese and emath...argh...*breaks window*, 1..2..ah..nvm...dun wanna jump yet...haha....okok...stop being lame u dipshit...yes yes...scolding myself=.='' hmmm....dots....i'm trash...hah...i need more life....so dead right now....haven't been updating for quite awhile....i will the next time...i hope...ok shall leave me to my demise now...i dunno wat i'm saying anymore....so....BYE!

will any1 see this?

2005-08-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

hokay...my life is fine...takes things easy as usual...haha...so...today at school...da most important thing was...this...I PASS MORE THAN 5SUBS!which means my parents dun need see teacher...haha...so i'm quite happy...whee....

life's kinda free now...so i made this...altho i dun think its good? haha:

My heart was numb and felt no life

but ur sweetness saved me from reaper's scythe

Though sometimes it may seem otherwise

you know i luv you , i'll always do

Pweas dun leave me , ever in this life

i'd do anything , even be a FOOL!>^.^<

yea...guess tat's all to finish up my post...haha....haha....bye pplz=)

accidentally in love~

2005-08-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey...so ok...had a special interest group meeting today...and i'm in the interest , COMPUTER! wahaha...so...well...had the meeting at jericho...ard...11? so well...jericho closed at 1245...which was kinda sad...haha...nvm bout tat...so lunch ate with andre and andrew...yep...hmmm...then andre had to go for tuition...so i was looking for block 283...and andre told me he knew where it was...so me and andrew followed...and end up at his tuition centre...we were like...DIAO!=.='' ....pan tad sia he...lol...so for the next 30 mins or more...me and andrew ended up from 285 to 272 to 261 but NOT 283...we were like ''eh? there's 285 286 287 , and the other side was 261...so...where's 283?o.O??" so we were kinda lost roaming ard the blocks...lol...look at strangers...ran here and there...popping up from behind walls to look at block no. and just fooling ard...then we went to kopitiam...where we started from...then we decided to go my home...when low and behold...283 was the block beside kopitiam=.= rights...lol...i was so diao la....like we walk pass so many , and i really mean MANY! , times past it...and didnt noe...so well...after tat went home and andrew followed...used the com for awhile before tuition started...yep...then well...tuition was as usual...i was kinda tired...haha...andre came halfway when i was having tuition...haha...so tuition ended and i went up to them...we were wandering to go jericho or not....but found out jericho not opening...so went orchard instead... haha...ok...we were suppose to stop at orchard mrt station...but...well...we were kinda talkin abt stuff....and when the door close at orchard station...we just looked at each other...and burst out laughing...like omg....we actually missed the station? and didnt even noe...so we stop at somerset....and wanted to take the other side train...but like before...we talk and talk and sumhow we went up....and get out of the station and we were like...''weren't we suppose to go orchard''? then oh well...called jeremy to meet us at somerset instead...heh...then anyways...cut long story short...i bought pencil case and slipper , and andrew bought a visor...and halfway , met melanie...our grp was such a public embarrassment....with jeremy and andrew and melanie....i was the only normal 1 ok...or...not? nvm...so we had fun going here there everywhere...oh yar...before i forgot...we had MUD pie at coffee club...hmmm...made a mess of the table tho...but who cares....haha...so well...time to go home...took cab with andre and andrew...reached home le then went online lo...so...yep....i was playing dota with andre....played finish le....so now me blogging...hehe....sho sian...tmr got to go gramps as usual...gonna be a long LONG day...but church is nice...hehe...see ya me goodie floobie fwenz...lol...just made up tat word....so ok....i'm goin off le...*JERRRranNEEbOOH!!!*

just a crazy nut=)

2005-08-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

i just wandered about sumthing...i wanna know how ppl will react if news says tat i'm gone from this world...haha...then again , i might be a nobody...haha...but i know i'm not...at least i hope so...haha...but i wont die so easily...haha...have 8 lives to spare...wahaha...so lame...haha...anyways...today went to make IC...so sian la...boring sia...dirty me lil' thumb...haha...but it was quite fast la...short wait...so well...it was ok ba...so i went jericho after tat...haha...sigh...my calculators...my poor oh poor calculators....have been vandalised by my 2 sistaz...haha...oh well...wat can i say...i dun need personalised own stuff? lol... chem lesson today was chaotic... alotta ppl burn magnesium and iron fillings with bunsen burner....quite cool....haha....hmmm....i must relax and be happy more... anger blinds me....and i sumtimes get angry with close frens....but i thankful that they forgive me...hehe....tho i'm sorry....haha....i like to say sorry....haha.... i just realised i'm dumb...or maybe i've been dumb for a long time actually...lol...maybe my iq is....negative? hehe...i like being a fool... hmmm....tmr have ncc....cant help it....oh well...take it on man...woot....too bad...i'll most likely to be late for youth....so sad....hehe....but i'll go all the same...just will be late....so....well....i think tat's it....i have nuthin more to say....hehe...adioZ -bo0OYa-

i'm a bad boy...

2005-08-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

so ok...today...hmm...nth much in sch...after recess took DnT common test...grrr...was kinda hard? lol...then after school i had chinese oral...didnt went well...lol...cos...i spoke abit ENGLISH! lol...i'm done for...wahaha...champion hor? wahaha...ok...dun talk abt it le...then went home and change and get my chem book for tuition...haha...then went jericho lor...hmmm....was kinda angry abt the game....and i'm real sorry if i did anything bad=x.....yea....so....had tuition....fun lo...and my calculator got vandilised by my other sis this time....lol....hiyo....got a spare calculator tho...so its ok....lol....then well....i went home alone....in the dark....no1 to walk with , talk with , lame with...haha....so walk walk walk...look on ground...ppl ard me...walk across road w/o looking....haha....luckily no cars....or rather ....1 waited for me...lol...so i got home....bath....almost drowned...cos soap got in my nose and i blew a bubble and it didn't burst...lol...ok...i know...i'm lame and childish....wahaha...tat's me....and yea...now i'm here blogging lo....hehe....hope tmr will be better=) haha...wish all p6s the best and the last yr in primary....haha...especially frens tt are p6s....so yea...study hard ba....dun be like me...lol...ok....bye....

wahaha...belated b'daes...yay...

2005-08-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

heyya peepz! haha...yay...belated b'daes...lol...thx for belated b'daes too=) hehe...ok...friday i didnt update...dunno wadda say....so anyways....i'll juz say sum stuff....

here i go: woke up , go get changed , go school , kinda sian...whee...i got 19.5/24 for a Emath test...oh well...gotta thank God for tat...i didn't put much effort...then anyways...had ncc...i was in-charge of the sec1s with my other frens....yea... sum of the sec 1s are hopeless...i mean really....they cant march for nuts....i was like '' o.O? that's the $&^%$ times we repeated this command " okok...so well...was ok la...lets see...ncc ended at 730 for the sec3s as we had to plan and stuff...darnit...so i took a cab home , bath , change , bla bla , then went church....so sian...dunno if it'd be like this for all fridays....omg...lol...youth was nice ba....hmmm....had a combined cell with (who's the cell leader again?) yu rong issit? ah..nvm...anyways...it was with joel , david , yu rong , and RL , and it happens D was from the same cell grp as me...lol....so the (fearful) DRL gang was there....lol...okok....arron is HEAVY! the floor vibrated when he walked on it...LOL....really.....clarissa was as usual...picking out on me...lol...jkjk....wads so funny of my name anyways???!!! lol....oh well....oh and after youth....andre , andrew , coleman and I ganged on Adriel....lol....but then later he came after me....grabbed my legs....i was trying to release myself be turning 360degrees....well....i accidentally missed my hand and fell on my chest...lol....but i was ok....got 8 more lives...lol....so at 11pm , i went home to watch anime on arts central...hehe....

here's for today: andre and andrew came my hse today....yep....well...at 3 i had tuition=X haha....hmm.....then we left and went to market.....cos andre hadda go orchard for his tuition , while me and andrew were heading for jericho for capt ball....so anyways....we met jeremy and melanie there....so went jericho together and andre left le....so..........capt ball started.....played like crazy....it was FuN ba....haha....jump here and there...very tired....ok...maybe not so....but hand aching now....abit...lol....then anyways.....it ended at 7 plus....i stayed on with andrew and played counterstrike then dota with other ppl there...after that...well...i went home.....and now i'm here updating...so yea....tats it for today.....till next timeX.x~ wahahaaAAA

1st day after my b'dae...hahaha

2005-08-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

hehehe...guess wad age i am! (if u dunno...guess wat , u're...DUMB!...lol...) so yea...my b'dae over le...hmm...thx to every1 who remembered=) 1st 1 was at 12am? haha...from ma sis , tam...haha...then next 1 was some close fren from sch...hehe...then yar...after sch also have...from a very close fren too=) hehe...and then i went jericho...for tuition...haha...then at jericho got ppl also remembered i think...lol...so yea...then tuition started... was fun...now my calculator belongs to my other 2 sis...hiyo...got vandalised too=.= haha...so...i went home...ate pizza for dinner...haha...prepared for b'day cake...haiz...i kinda felt awkward...haha...hmmm...then called sum1...talk abt stuff...haha...then ame wished me happy birthday thru sms...followed by chin hwee...hehe...and...AT 11.57PM!!! was the last 1 from...daniel....haha....by then i was 99% asleep le...lol...so yea...i just wanna thank all my frens mentioned...oh and...my family too...they're great...i must cherish them=) so ya...cya peeps....haha...have a great month! month of august is good...haha....cos my b'dae on this month...LOL...okok...b'day catz...OUT!

wahaha...so funny

2005-08-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

lol...ok...haven't been updating...cos i'm a bad kitty...lol...anyways...today is sunday....yea...hmm....went coleman hse in the morning...hehe...watch bleach there...then went church...sat at fav place...took out those booklet on things happening for service la...then look thru...then there it was....my NAME! omg...lol...says tat i offered the floral thingy....lmao....it was my mum la...sign as my name....hiyo....lol....i was like ' huh? is tat really me? i didnt do anything wad...' lol...hehe....i was laughing la....then also got ppl laugh at me....jeremy couldn't believe his eyes la...and coleman was going " the flower is burning and so on...blah blah" haha....then i show andrew , his eyes widen....cool sia....=.='' okok....so church ended....it was raining....hmmm...i had to go gramps....haiz...so sian....sms fren to cheer me up=) hehe....so yea...tats all i guess...

i think i'm gonna change my blogskin soon...this 1's getting old....hehe... >^.^< see ya peepz=P

wah lao...no fair...

2005-08-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

i'm bored...so decided to post ba...haha...lets see...its no fair...i got so many fwens older then me but same yr... andre , andrew and ame's b'day all earlier de...wah lao...lol...*whines* lol....wahaha...i dun whine ok.....i was jokin....well....even when my frens same month ar...i'm still the younger 1....sian la....andrew is 6th august , then tat ame la....10th....wah lao eh....y so wad...but maybe younger1 better....u must listen to me! i dun care....okok...i'm childish....bwahaha....so? okok....i'm weird , dumb...watever.... grr....sch's coming! AHHH!!! sian la....gotta make ic....i lazy to...haiz...but no choice la...still have to make....bleh....so rubbish....haha....okok.....bye visitors....see ya ard=) BOOYA!

okok...here i go...

2005-08-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

hmm....i didnt noe i havnt been updating for quite awhile...lol...or maybe cos...nth's been happening...well...finally i got sum stuff to talk abt....haha....monday i didnt go sch....cos...my mom was like ,"so u don't want to go sch tmr?"....then i replied ,"YAH!" lol....haha....so i didnt go lor....easy as tat....there was gamathon...yea...had to meet at corp to be fetched to william booth there.....so every1 came....daniel drove , yea....and his driving is superb i tell ya....lol....and clarence was complaining abt his ass hurting....yea....many crap stuff happened too...lol....ok...went there...felt like an outcast.....haha....but gradually got to know more ppl....games were fun....had a gd teaming with coleman and andrew and clarence in captain ball....we were blocking ame and tammy's grp....haha....lol....then.....i dunno la....haha.....the thing overall was ok...hmm.....oh ya....i was MOLESTED la....wah lao....lol....then luckily they went after andrew instead....hehe.....hmmm.....just a random thought" the feeling of being and in love is...simply heavenly=) " lol...okok...i'm jus crappin....dots.....

something amazing...

2005-07-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna update! yay me! lol...rights...so anyways...today's sunday eh? ok...morning woke up played abit of da com...then erm...got ready to go coleman's hse...then went church after tat....ya.....for once went early sia...haha....so then sat quite near the front...cos andre booked seats for us...lol....then just stoned until end....hmmm....went for lunch at kopitiam....as usual....alotta church fwens there too....haha....so me andre coleman and jonathan found a table and had our lunch....after that....we pang sei andre cos he havnt eat finish....jon went to cut his hair...so me and coleman went walkin around the kopitiam....dunno for wad....main reason , we were laming...lol...ok...after tt...we waited outside jericho for it to open...then well...we waited too long and decided to pop by the canal...then we went in....haha...well....had this crazy idea....see if can jump over the canal....so well....i walk to the edge and realised....IT WAS FREAKING WIDE! lol....but after much hesitation....i was like...heck it...and i just ran and jump....*whee*...haha....i was like...'omg , i'm not gonna make it' but i landed exactly at the edge...i was so reliefed la...lol....and jonathan said he would jump if i jump lor...but he didt....ass...lol....so oh well....went back to jericho and aaron opened it...hehe...went in and played dota lor....then....i left at 640....i think...and so yea...here i am...updating....yea man....sho sian nia...tmr got sch....haha...ok la....i typed alot le....bye ppl.... >^.^<

aiyo...wat's the day today?

2005-07-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

haha...so lets see.....erm.....went sch as usual.....went early as usual....fell asleep before sch started as usual....oh....had to help teacher carry stuff...sian...haha....but oh well...kinda 'on the way' to my subject class ba....haha....then....ok....1st lesson of the day...chem....aiyo....chem teacher old lady de....can sleep in class....she always pause here and there....so anyway....after tat was.....social studies....just gave us a brief summary on the topic.....yadiyadidar....boring man....haha....then came recess......nth to say for tat....so on the next....geography....yea.....had test.....oh well...heck tat...lol....so next in the line....e maths....so ok.....listened a bit.....blah blah....then came chapel....nth to explain...haha.....then last lesson of the day.....physics lor.....ok la...the teacher just talk abt some stuff....nth much...then.....had amaths remedial...then yea....went jericho as usual...haha....but stayed for an hour only....so i went home.....then waited.....sum frens were online.....not many tho....so.....i went to play some crappy game while waitin...hah....ok.....so.....now....its kinda late.....actually...not really la....but.....i shall stop this update....now.(full stop)

wheehahaha

2005-07-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

who missed my postings? haha....ME! not....rights....nvm....so ok....recently i got back my physics test.....okok...today i got it back..HAPPY? ok...lol..siaosiao....so anyway....i didnt study for it....really....but guess wad i got....haha....i had FULL marks.....haha....highest in class lei... i think i've found my fav subject...lol... miracles do happen....wahaha.....but i felt tat it was easy...altho...sum qns i didnt really noe how to do but i guess and got it right...so cool ya? haha.... hmmm......today had Emaths common test.....sian....haha....bought a new calculator cause of it...haha...oh well...now at least got back-up calculator...and i'm broke...heh...awww man.....haha...gotta save up....grrr.....for dunno wad....hehe....oh ya....i hadda do flag-raising today! 1st time....and i wasnt really paying attention when my seniors taught us.....haha....but luckily...i was at the side where the flag just rise on my shoulder and i juz hadda tidy it up as it goes up....so lame...stand so still for 20mins or so...so sian.....so many ppl ard u.....i was abit shaky...haha....but got used to it le.....not so bad....haha....kk....i think tats all for this post ba....cya peeps.....=D

my life...nth to be said...

2005-07-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

hmm...its thursday eh....well...1 week is actually damn short lor....sigh...hmm...suffered going up and down stairs....body still aching like crazy....why didn't i do warm ups!!! argh...lol....so yea...move like an old man t'dae....so well...when goin home le...i got freakin pissed and just ran/jump down the stairs , i mean like every 2 steps....well...leg hurt so bad after tt....so dumb...haiz....ok....so well....reached home.....played game....then chatted on msn....now i'm bloggin....yar....sch ended late t'dae cos sum freakin ass stole sum batteries from sci lab....haiz...well...after tat i hadda do sum dnt stuff..so i came home later than usual...sigh....so...yea...other than that...today i had 3 test....yea....nvm ba....dun care...wahahah....so....love life is NIL....no love , no life....no nuthin...LOL...okok....so.....hopefully , i wont be left on e shelf....heh....nvm ba.....tmr sho sian....i got freakin ncc....tat means being late for church...ahhh....so sad....cant help it tho.....so well...i'm looking for ppl to be my sistas , mei mei , bruders too....or actually...i have enuff bros liao...all very nice de....haha....okok....me go le ba...nth to talk abt le...heh....

dots...

2005-07-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

hmm...today ar...finally had napfa lorz....lets see....i hope i can get gold=X haha....the PE teach so bad lor....make us do each station w/o rest....aiyo....well anyway....shuttle run i got 9.6secs....sucks....erm....my best....standing broad....242cm....hehe....well....incline i got 37...sucks lor...damn sad...lol....erm....sit ups i did 50+++ in 1 min before...but i was totally worn out and did only 48....sigh....sad case...lol.....and well....2.4 sucked too.....i have no stamina.....i got 12mins11secs.....haiz....so....i dunno....will i get gold? heh....so anyways....my legs kinda ache...cos dumb me nev do proper warm up...haha....i dunno....i think i could have done a lil better....cos i wore those skater kinda shoes....heavy de...lol....stupid sia...well....tats all lor...my leg still aches....haiz....haha....

so long nev post le

2005-07-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

hmm...haha...lemme think...i wasn't happy....but now i am....i dunno y...but yep its good...so life;s not all bad...yes...u face sadness alot...but...happiness rules it over...yea man....but oh well...there's many things that can/will/might happen...so i'm abit scared....haha....dunno wad i'm saying....so ok...sch's still dreadful....must cherish fwens.....haha.....they good to me.....i think ....haha...so yar.....not much to post ba....haha.....i only noe....i'm not sad now....which is good i guess....haha.....so thats it for now.....sorry for this short post...i dunno wad to say.....bye!

life's ok....just ok...

2005-07-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

WHOOPA! hehe...well...i'll make a rule this today , tmr and....the reast of this week....to be happy....or at least not sad or angry...tats all...haha....so anyways....yesterday didnt blog=P dunno if any1 reads...hah...oh...nvm...hope there's at least 1 reader....lol....i just wanna tell u this....UOY KNAHT I....get it? no? u're dumb...naw....i'm spastically happy....get it? u dun? oh well....tats ur prob...haha...rights.....ok....so......wed....as usual....had lotsa fun at tuition....altho...got bullied by SUM1....lol....okok...dun kill me...so anyways....dragged my body back home ...all was dark....look up down left right while on my way home....look on grnd...then walk...walk..and...walk....loneliness.....heh...crap...so anyways.....i slept at 12! yay....and i wanna slp at 12 today again...so today...was normal...suppose to have tuition..but got postponed to saturday....tho dunno if got ne thin on on sat...so oh well...slack whole day....had fun chattin with my frens....funny too....whee....and okie....i'm weird....and i loving it...dots....so now...i'm wasting my life away....hour by hour , minutes by minutes , seconds by seconds...er...ne less than tat? naww...dun think so...LOL...okok....i want to chat with people now...but no one on....so i'll wait...wait..and...wait...zzz....

hey...sunday till now..no post eh?

2005-07-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmm....so yea....i'm back in da business...lol...havnt tag since...sunday eh? haha...so sunday....went coleman hse as usual b4 goin church....haha....then well...we were late....opps.....went 2nd floor....hmmm....so church ended.....yea....and well....hadda go gramps...so sad...lol....was so boring....kept my cousins company....they 1 by 1 so young....so hadda play kiddy games with them...lol....and...well....wat to do....i always win....eh....then went home.....forgot wat i did le....i know i watched 'the haunting' heh....wanted to scare myself....so oh well...the scare was shortlived....i did not have nitemares....dunno y i dun get dreams either.....lol....so well...monday was as usual.....sch was normal lor.....after that i went jericho.....left before 7....haha...went home....oh....i got a mei mei.....diao....cool anot? eh...lol....so anyways....i slept early yesterday....hmm...oh well....so today....its all the same.....haha.....i was suppose to have nafa today....but teacher had sumthin on...lol...so postponed....aiyo....hahaha....then sch ended...and lol....again go jericho....hmm...played till tuition start.....only had 3 ppl at tuition today....heh....so well....tuition ended and now...i'm here bloggin lorz....so....what's new in my life? hehe....i dunno....lol.....i'm dumb , nonsensial(dunno how spell...sry) and lame....hah...i'm so positive abt myself.....yay....

oh no , i'm so dead...

2005-07-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

so okay...lets see...friday aye.....sch....normal....usual....sucky....yucky....heh.....then...ncc....ok....not so bad...just tat jeremy and jonathan pontang.....so i'm abit pissed.....so oh well.....rushed home....bath and change...and went to church.....church was fun....cell grp was hilarious as usual....ended....and since joseph came church after a long while....i decided to give him a 'welcome back' saw....and so did my bros.....and well... lets juz say we got back our fun too....hehe....joseph's a monster....haha....so yea......after tat went for supper at kopitiam with andre and andrew......then finish...i had to go a dif route from andre and andrew....so yep...i went off happily....and omg....just when i thot that i felt like sumthin was missing , MY WALLET was!!!! i was like....man am i so DEAD.....haiz....either i find back the wallet...or.....run away from home...lol.....so well...called andre...phew man....lucky he was available....so he helped me ask ard.....and finally , a woman had it....i was so thankful...to both dre and that woman...dunno her name tho....opps....so well....i have ta thank god too....for those ppl....and i just realised....i must cherish my bros....haha....oh....ehh.....and i must not lose anything again...i hope....losing my mp3 already made my parents so angry....haiz....i'm such a loser.....who needs very reliable frens to help me....haha.....sigh....so yea.....mainly....i jus wanna thank ....ANDRE!!! haha.....thx bro....

hehehe...hahaha...dots...

2005-07-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

so well...made another lame poem....cos sch was boring...nth better to do....since i had enuf slp already....hmm....sch was normal lor....wat to do....heh....i couldn't go jericho for long...went for a very short while....cos i had tuition at home...sian...heh....went msn...alotta ppl ask me why my nick says i look down on myself...well...i just do....the ppl ard me are better....hmmm.....anyway.... today abit boring la....wasted another day of my life.....who cares....heh....see how tmr ba....hope it'll be better.....aitez.....today's update shall be short.....cos it sucks man...today juz freakin sucks.....hah....watever......zzz...

abt me . end...

2005-07-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...lets see...havnt tag from monday....well...i was really not in the mood to anyway....i like to keep things to myself...heh...oh well....monday...hmm....if i remembered correctly....i went sch at 10.....meet my fren to do some sch work....hmm...found a millipede nest in my sch...lol...freakaye...yea...so anyway....we sat down...started some work...then later his gf call....wah lao...hmmm....so i was like shouting here and there...he was laughing here and there....we went crazy....i made so much noise....anyways...he played psycoligical games with his gf...he was like....," u say bye 1st...so u put down phone 1st..." then his gf said the same la...i was like... =.='' ....well...maybe cos i no gf...lol....so anyways....he had to talk some personal stuff with his gf...so he went to some corner....and i just laid back and dream lor....so i got bored and decided to evesdrop....heh....at 1st he saw me....so....i went back....then i went a whole round to the other side and did a backstab...lol....then he saw when i was SO close...hmmm....then he hid in the hosewheel place.....i tried to lock him inside...haha....so anyways...later i went jericho lo....then played and stuff.....then went home i think....then i forgot le....hecks....so tuesday....havta go back sch...haiz....as usual...i went sch early...slept for a while....was so ordinary... nth new....my life so boring....heh....afternoon went jericho ...played then later had tuition...chris was teacher cos kat wasn't there....so yea....i got suaned....got called sotong and then later dunno wat bank crap laz....hmmm......so sian....then i went home....luckily jam found my wallet at jericho when i was still quite near jericho....i'm so dumb....always lost my things....oh well...then went home and slack as usual....watever....and now...its wednesday eh....morning sch same ...blah blah blah....dun care abt sch....heh....so skip skip.....kk...then went jericho....decided to go in my sch U's....hmm....must have looked tooty....heh....heck cares....so yar....was fun during tuition....me jon and claire disturb tammy but oh well....hahaha....i was nice....nev disturb so much....like...watever...lol....hmm....sho......tuition ended....see ppl play com....then went home....sat on ym chair since then.....hate my life....its like the same everyday.....nth new nor different in my life.....jus sucky yea....so....today's gonna end soon.....1 week actually so fast pass de.....i hate time...aiya....have too lil of it...heh....hmm....guess....i'm gonna watse ard more of my time...bye y'all...

sigh...a boring day...

2005-07-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...sunday eh...well...morning woke up...ate my breakfast...and went coleman house...after that we went church...hehe...so sad...alot of ppl nev came...andrew , jeremy and jonathan weren't there...so oh well...left me , andre and coleman...doh...so church ended...andre ate his lunch at home...so me and coleman went to eat together...ate liao...nth to do...alot of ppl not available...so anyway...andre met up with us..they came me house for awhile...went to playground while coleman hadda go home...haiz...so me and dre just sat and chatted...sigh...i got bored after awhile...hmmm...then later coleman came down...and we played soccer lo....i anyhow play de...then we stopped and waited for jericho to open....andre went off at that time...ps kia...lol...hehe...so yar...waited...waited...and...waited...and...finally andrew came....but jericho was still close....so me and andrew went to market...bought drinks...went back..and jericho was open..haha...but coleman and clarence had to go by then....sad...so oh well....left me and andrew...so yar...then after sum crap....yep...i'm back here....doh...so sian....kinda bored....wat a boring life....omg....well...guess tats it for this post...and yes....i want more tags...haha....yar...whatever la.... >'.'<

like...i'm a WACKO!?!? hahaha...STOP IT!

2005-07-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

so yep...ignore the title...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! okok...nvm...as stated from the title...lol..okok...lets get to the point....the point is....i'm a WACKO! whahaaha...okok...yesh...take out ur shoe and throw it at me now...that must be wad u're thinkin...even i wanna do that...lol...okok...enuf of me no-sense....as in nonsense...get it? i mean...really , do u get it?o.O? lol...okok...so aniwaes....friday....sch was halfday...but....i had ncc too...so it was like a normal sch day...then as usual..jonathan would pontang and ps me...heh...so well...was not in a good mood aniwaes....but i'm trying...heh...so...hmmm....after ncc went home lor....b4 that...i went bus stop....omg....it was like...i waited for 20MINS!!! so long lor...by that time i was really angry lor....i know i detested the 'f' word but it just sprang out from my mind...i was cursing and swearing in my mind lor....but i didnt say it out....but i know...its still wrong....hmmm....so i got onto the bus....and guess wad....2 other bus , same no. , pass the bus lor...i was like...omg....the driver is screwed up...and i ended up blaming the driver...lol...okok...i'm mean lar...but haiz....i got off the bus and got home and changed lor....i went jericho in a hurry...haha....then....played and played till 720pm....jeremy came...coleman was there too...so we went for dinner at kopitiam.....heh...met debra and ruijun there....hiyo....so anyway....we ate and still took our time....haha....hmmm....so youth was as normal...pushed my luck here and there....haha...went to playground with andre and coleman....hmmm.....played with a cat....it was damn poser la...we were like using the hanphone string to play with it....it didnt run away...it just turn here and there....haha...so fun...we took picture also...it was POSING at the cam la...wah lao....haha..cool lor....that cat was damn nice lo...ya....so i went home....at 1120 i think....watch central....ANIME....hehe.....that nite...i guessed....my anger chilled out abit....hmm....

yep and todaye's....SAT! so yea...woke up....on the com....check some stuff....on tv.....watch normal sat programmes on kids central....haha....then yar....was lonely and bored in my room.... sat on me chair lifelessly....till...like....3pm? then i went coleman hse lo....then after that went jericho....yea...so....later....coleman hadda go...so i went off too....hmmm....came home...sis was hogging the com....said at night i can use...so yea....here i am....blogging=) hehe...so yea....have a nice day/night what ever u want....haha....so thx for coming!

1st week of sch...ending soon...

2005-06-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

1st week...all i can say...is...boring...as usual...can't expect much tho....it's suppose to suck....heh....i mean really....not many ppl like sch...at least i think....no1 does....hmmm....i need to chill man...i needa relax and take things easy....my mind is very hectic already....trying not to think so much...all my probs...i just...wanna ditch it sumwhere....dunno where...heh.....so yea...sch was like everyday kind....nth new....was rather slpy....heh....so sch ended...doodadee....went jericho as always....played a few dota...yea man....so fun....then later took a break and watch ppl play....hmm....then went home..watch 7pm show....dots....so yea....looked at some blogskins...can't find ne thing nice...too many gurly skins....heh.....so yea...was dling bleach too...watch finish le....hehe...now i'm updatin lorz...trying to keep myself happy....dun like the way i am when i'm sad or angry... haha....listening to sum songs to lighten up=) heh...so yea....have fun peeps....nite to all=P

For once...life sucks...

2005-06-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

hmm....well....beginning to hate this and that...going to be crazy , maybe...heh...also...i get angry easily too....life's a drag...i have no meaning in life...i'm an unwanted soul...abandoned , rejected soul....whichever...hah... but no matter how angry or what so ever....i will NEVER say or meant the 'f' word to any1...i'll try not to say it in vain or sumthin...hmmm....my life have broken in to a zillion pieces...heh...even a super glue won't work....sigh...enuff abt my thoughts....here's my life on 29 June 2005...morning... do the same stuff as few previous days....dis time...i wasn't the only 1 slpin in the morning b4 assembly....hah...well...today....the only teacher that was absent was my add maths teach....so lets start with the 1st 1....it was....Eng , was ok la...nth special...same goes for physics...then had recess , yadiyadi dar...then came dnt...omg...i'm so weak...took so long to file some crap....had to use hammer for chisellin....hit my fingers afew times....luckily i too lazy to use so much strength...so only abit pain...yea...crap aniwaes....then after that was a. maths lor....just did sum revision given from relief teach....then that was all for sch...i went home...changed and went jericho....had tuition there too....yea...then just hang ard then yea...now i'm at home....eating dinner....and blogging this useless updates...like who bothers....heh....watever.... well...then...gonna be moody all over again...dun bother abt me...i'm beyond hope...even hope betrays me...like wat the hell...heh....well...its just me i guess... *state of self-hate , self-denial , self-distrust...etc*yep...i'm off...yah....>~.~<

today...the day...called...tuesday...

2005-06-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmm....so bored....no mood to be my happy , lame and foolish self....feel so dreadful....dunno why....well...usual stuff as yesterday....lessons today were... chinese , pe , eng , civics and chem....hah.... eng and civics teacher not in sch...so yea... had chinese , pe and chem only....so slack lor....so i was sleeping for 3 periods...woke up and my hand and legs felt numb...lol...must be my posture....heh....yea....then as usual...went jericho again...'DE JAVU' ...yea....watever....maybe i'm just talkin crap....hmm....then had tuition...was ok...i dun like the black chair...lol...lean back and...whoops...lol....kk...nvm....aniwaes....went there unprepared....no pencil and ruler....my other buds no calculator...heh....kk....so tuition ended and i went home alone...in the dark narrow path...kk watever...more of my crap...hmmm....yea...now i'm home....just gettin on with my hectic life.....till death will i be free.....NOT....lol...kk...watever.... going off nowz..... i'm too crappy le....cya numbskulls.....hahaha.....=.=''...zzz...

well...the 1st day of reality...heh...

2005-06-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

so today's story...here it is...woke up...rub my eyes... yawn... yadiyadi dar... went school... at like...630AM!!! so i took a nap...haha...so weird...all alone...at that time... felt so free and peaceful...oh well...then later frens came....played tai ti as usual...so ya...ok....school started normally...morning devotion...lessons were boring....haha...time table changed...so actually...sch was rather slack today...so aniwaes...sch ended...jonathan decided to go jericho to have tuition with me...and it was suppose to be on wed...now its on tues...hiyo...so co-incidental...dunno if gd thing or not...LOL...alritez....diaoz....'Z' rawkz....heh....ok...aniwaes....it's settled anyway....so yep...tmr i'm having TU-IT-TION! at jericho....hahaz...so yea...what am i doin at this point of my meaningless life? i'm just blogging as u can see...and watchin da TV! 9pm chan 8 show...haha...i pity ah hock...hehes....really....so sadded....heh....the best thing is.....HE'S DUMB! like me...hah...yea... whatever....ok....guess...i'm gonna end herez... lemme end with da 'Z'! zzz...

the day before sch reopens=(

2005-06-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm....as stated...sch starts...TMR! ahhh....oh no....so sad....haha....have to change my lifestyle lo....hmmm....today ar...had a nice slp...i slept till 830....so nice....1 of my longest slp...lol...then aniwaes...coleman wanted me go his hse b4 going church lo...so i went....play and wait for him and his bro to get rdy...hiyo...in the end we late...as usual...lol...yea...today at church went upstairs instead...hmm...was nice.....after tat...i stayed on in church waitin for my sis as she had meetin...andrew was with me...haha...so fun...okok....then i had to go gramps again...so sian....day b4 sch reopens cant go out with ma frans....urgh....then went gramps aniwaes...so boring...i was kinda tired too...my couz ask me go playgrnd with them so i went lor...i was stoning while they were playing...yadiyadidar....then went back for dinner...then went home...yar...then i had to go for a hair cut...so sad....i miss my spikes....like watever...lol....oh well...then now i'm watchin tv lorz...and feeling very sad...lol...stoning infrot of da tae vaye...as in TV with a slang....yep , i'm lame....so lonely again...see who to chat online=) haharz....oh well....cya fellow lamers....wahaha...i'm goin goin gone , like yesterday is GONE , like history is GONE....okoks...enuf crap...point is....I"M GOIN!.....GONE!*poof*

what an unlucky day...=.=

2005-06-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

rights...morning had to meet at 815 for fishing trip...all was well cept jeremy couldn't go le...so bad...haharz...well...so it was only me and andre...so well...we were kinda lost ya? haha...turned here and turned there...aiyo...haha...aniwaes...we finally found the place...and...it was freaking ISOLATED la...wah...haha...but the car ride was fun...very bumpy...so nice...lol...the place was swampy...haha... when we arrived there , the swamp was kinda dry...at noon...omg...the water level was very high lor...lol...was tempted to fish there...diaoz...lol...aniwaes...when me and dre took the rod...we were like...alritez...lets kick sum fishy arse...haha...we went here and there....and aiyo...andre ar...no patience de...prob it was a gd lesson for him today...haha...so yar...we went here and there....everywhere....we had some close 1s...haha...oh and...i even played with a little crab...use a broken old fish line to mingle with it...was bored ma...heh...so well..the worst thing wasn't the fact that we caught like...say....ZERO , nil , ko song! fishes...lol...we did catch...but they just cope the bait and escaped...haha....oh....i also wasted a bait...haha...threw too hard...and the bait came off...OPPS! lol...lucky hit no 1....if not...well...i think i'd be screwed....lol...yar...so we were so desperate of gettin A fish..but well...we failed...lol...tho....i guessed i was like slackin most of the time...haha...so went back home...well...wanted to go jericho but it was closed...and oh yar...andre and the rest took back sum fish....haha...i did not...=P...lazy....and the fish keep on flapping....aiyo....so troublesome...haha...then aniwaes...went out with andre and andrew lor....since not goin jericho....hmmm....had fun together....then yar...now i'm home....haha....so well...till next time...haha....baiyez!

oh well...fun's over...

2005-06-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

sigh...holidays are over soon....doomsday is at my doorstep...i really feel like dying....dun wanna go sch...all the pressure , stress....its killin me....i really wan a simple carefree life....like in those old films where ppl play on green fields where the wind blows smoothly , caressing ur face with a warm sweet feeling...haha....right....hmm.....i needa bond with my bros more....argh....i'll miss them when sch reopens....so sad....i sumtimes dream abt the world...like i mean....is it really just studies and work to offer on earth? i mean like wat the heck la....can't we just live happily and help 1 another...where every1 is kind and nice and watso ever....hmm...lol....guess its too much to ask for....haiz....damn sian now....i cant wait for youth tmr...heh....sian....i dun think i goin for the fishin trip on sat....i maybe go do my hmwk instead? sigh...damn lonely now...no frens online...no 1 smsin me again...lol...and...no 1 to talk to...hahas....dots....zzz....

is it true?

2005-06-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

well...this past days , i've been playin , having fun like its all there is in life...well...soon....i'll be getin hell i guess....gonna get jon to cremate me ba....hmmm.....sigh....i feel lost....REALLY...sch sucks....i wanna have holidays....EVERYday=( so sad...it will nev happen....hmmm.....who noes....i might suicide 1 day? everything's unexpected.....i might just drop dead....lifeless....heh....cheers to my doomed fate....hehe....sigh....i feel so useless....so inferior...so insignificant...so....like a NOBODY! ahhh......gosh....i'm scaring myself.....off to my doom....cya....

=.='' so...weird...

2005-06-21T05:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm....well....i woke up at 5:35am , lol...no alarms no nth , i just opened my eyes and didn't felt tired...hmm...i think my slpin timing has screwed up somehwere...lol...i slept at 11.20pm....dunno why....yea...aniwaes....monday was ok....early start of the day was normal...played com=P , then later met andrew at 1:52pm....actually it was suppose to be 1pm , then he change to 1:30pm but instead he came late which was....1:52PM!!! lol...so i waited for ard 20 mins?....oh well....aniway....went to buy lunch and after that went jericho lor....then played till i had tuition ....haha....1st lesson there...was fun la....denial is a funny teacher....the worst is CHRIS CHEN! lol....jkjk....yea...watever....erm....then u noe wad...andrew waited till my tuition ended.....so cool....yea....then we decided to go home lorz....then i crossed the road with him to see him off....lol....yep....but when we crossed the road , we were like 1/4 past it already when it turned red light....=.='' we were like panicking jerkin forward and back , dunno where to go...lol...then we suddenly just jump to the middle part....lol....yar...funny lei....hehe....but try not to do it again...lol....so yea....thats abt it i guess....see wats up today...hehe....*yawn*.....hmmm....outside still dark....cats are afraid of dark....NAH....i'm just dumb....heh....i think i have 1 important characteristic as a cat....LAZINESS! yay....hooray....hahaha.....booya.....dots....zzz....okok....i'm sproutin nonsense as always....shhheeessshhh.....better go my other blog post liao....wait this 1 over-done...lol....cya....

zzz...wats gonna happen now?

2005-06-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

heh...1 more week to sch reopens....ah....weehee.....i kinda happy i guess....to day church was ok....i guess....not much anyways....so diao....had to sit front row....cos kanna chased from usual area....lol....hmmm.....=.=''......lol.....anyways....went jericho after that....had a great time there....haha.....then later left me and andrew....ate dinner together....damn nice.....he's a good bro.....haha.....i ate so slow...and he had to wait for me....hehe....he my elder bro.....by 11 days=)haha.....there's a fun fair on his b'day....haha....cool....aniwaes...ppl.....on his b'day , 6 august , plz STACK HIM! haha.....such a nice bud i am , right? haha.....be happy ppl....its cool....yea.....zzz....i er shall er go er now er....LOL....haha....seeya peeps.....ur cat is outta here....(gotta go fish) lolz....NOT...kk....i'll stop postin crap.....cya aniwaes....>=D

is this the way it shd be...?

2005-06-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

hmm...today ar....morning played warcraft lo...watch kidscentral cartoons=) yea....heh....left at 110 pm to j8 meet jem...then went novena meet aaron....to visit debra....yepp....only 4 ppl went....me , jem , arron and clarissa....hmmm....then went jericho for captain ball...was fun man....had a great time.....hmmm....it was funny too....aaron great entertainer....lol...played com there awhile....sad , had to go after awhile.....cos parents want me back so can have dinner outside together....yea...so now i'm back from dinner....haha.....zzz.....very bored and sian now....probably i go play soon baz.....okie....noth much today i guess.....so long....

yea...watever...

2005-06-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm.....today mornin went coleman hse...did wat we always do...then went jericho play com...cool...lol....then jem came watch us play com...then went church lo....aniwaes...feel so free...i think i'm crazy...heh...church was ok...i guess...hmmm...nth much happen....damn bored...sigh...zzz.....

day by day...nothing to say...

2005-06-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

sigh...here it goes.....mornin went sch for ncc thing....had to shift stuff to new ncc room....yea....after that had a lil basket ball game with jon and other fren...i tyco won yea....heh....then i went home...cos coleman wasnt free...and andre wasnt too....it was like 12 pm....yea....then later andre ask me go plaza sing at 130....yea....we met at 130 in beshan instead , then go PS together.....told him abt my probs.....felt gd.....yea...haha....then we watch movie together lo.....batman begins....lol......nice nice.....but the show damn long....2hrs ard there w/o commercials....heh....then went jericho.....but not much happen...so yea...now i'm here blogging lo....no 1 to talk to....damn lonely ...heh.....sigh......gone....all gone....i'm gone....

every day's a sad day...

2005-06-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

sigh...i'm very bored and very much lonely now...no sms , no calls , no nth...heh...might as well be a cave cat...yea right...so lame...rights....anyway...i began my day today at coleman hse , had a lotta fun...he is a joybringer to me...yep...then played till like 1+ then went jericho...then there we just do wat we always do...PLAY! yea...then andrew came...whee....cool....so fun....played starcraft...which i'm a dumb NOOB at lor...haiz...but last match...we WON!but i didnt do much...haha....then came movie screening...so sian...very lil ppl came...and i fell aslp lor...damn tired lo....wat to do...hmmm....just having a sad feeling now....pondering on crap thoughts and yah...watever....hmmm....tmr i dun think is a gd day....got ncc...HAIZ! argh....hope it doesnt last for a long time...then can at least do sum stuff with my bros...i hope...hmm.....

sigh...if there's 1 thing that can cheer me up , i guess its my bros...hmmm....oh well....this sucks...bye dumb shitified blog...lol...zzz...

DOH...pointless post...

2005-06-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

yea...i'm just bored...dun noe wat to do...homework? nah...i dunno...right now...i really need to have a good bonding session with my bros...tho i sometimes am the 1 who dun go out with them...sigh...they really make me happy when i'm sad...they seem to noe how i feel...

hmm...sometimes i look down on myself...i feel inferior and stuff...but my bros make me feel equal...altho sumtimes i get jealous of them...yea...hmm....those ppl who noes my 2nd blog add...plz...keep it a secret or i have to change the add...so 'ma fan'...haha...zzz...

yea man...i really enjoy coleman's company...had a lotta fun...he's a gd fren and bro...

i'm thinking now...ever wonder how things would be if u didn't do this or that?maybe things would be different...totally...yea...

so long peeps...waitin to see wats happenin to my life...dwelling on pain...*grittin teeth* bwahz...BYE!

Another lonely time of my life...

2005-06-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

hmm....it seems so easy to talk on msn , sms and emailing...but it seems so hard to talk to ppl face to face...maybe it's just me...haha...zzz...i'm so alone...yesterday was ok...church was fun , went plaza sing with my buds...havta say sorry to jeremy...yea...erm...coleman went for camp...damn sian...yesterday i had a lonely moment too...sat down sumwhere in bishan after my buds had to go sumwhere...then later wasnt bored le...met a fren coincidentally...dots...then later went to j8 meet jeremy and christian....it was damn fun with them...every second we laughed at the lamest thing lor...at j8 already laugh so loud...ppl think we siao...then coming back to church , we also laugh non-stop....yea....haha....then today....hmmm....morning went gym with andre and andrew....can u believe it? i actually went gym....haha....andrew damn strong la...haha....shhh....then went home lo...so now damn lonely and bored....now...i'm telling the com my story....writing it now...haha....yea...i'm lame.....tmr sunday....sian....hope next week will be 1 of my best week....must enjoy....no regrets....oh....btw....i made a quiz out of boredom...try it...see how much/lil' u noe abt me...if its 50 and below...dun come here again! haha...no la...then at most try to get to noe more abt me lo....dots...nth special tho...i'm just a nobody....hiya....if u wanna noe my 2nd blog , ask me on msn , hahas....till next time...i'm OFF! whee.....BANG*ouch*

Another long day at ncc course...

2005-06-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

dammit sia.....freakin sian....stupid ncc crap....argh....lol....today course ended at 740 ard there....reached home at 810....damn pissed.....grrr.....now i'm so sad and lonely....i guess....almost no 1 online.....drifting away to lala-land...sum1 plz....join me?=/ ....heh.... wishin upon a star?nah...it doesnt work....not when u're alone....where even the stars dun even twinkle at u....all it does is slowly disappearing....desertin u to darkness....and...the moon is too high for me to cling on....the stars are takin the moon with them too.....which then leaves me to absolute darkness and emptiness....zzzzz

so....guess this blog's going on eh? yea....haiz....dreads.....my brothers dun tag....each 1 probably too busy with a gal....haha....some best frens dun too for godknows why , so.....yea....great....it sucks.....totally.....tats it......i'm G()n3.......

dunno if i should...

2005-06-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

looking at my tagboard...finding it pathetic...no 1 tags my blog anymore...my bros only tag their 'special sum1' blogs , best frans dun tag too for god knows why.....so the point is...i'm thinking of closing my blog for sometime.....until some1 really wants me to put it up again...hahaz...thanks to TAM FUDGE tho....loyal tagger and blog viewer...sorry if i have to close my blog...has....maybe its a waste of my effort...lolz....zoinks...like WADever....so anyway....tmr and the day after and the day after tmr...i got the freakin ncc shit...and feeling damn sad and bored and empty...inside me....

sigh...i hate pain lei...i dun like to bleed...get blueblacks...and the most painful 1.....i shan't say.....u guess it urself....near ur center of gravity.....the place where it hurts....aww....pain like getting stab 1000 times over....and sumtimes it doesn't seem to stop....yea....maybe there's sum kind of hospital that can stop the pain....i dunno....waitin for it to heal....but....WhEn?-.o?

Everything's going , going....GONE...

2005-05-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

sigh.....life's getting tiring..... no wonder got ppl suicide cos of exam...but nope , i wont suicide...but neither do i want to study hard....i want to take life easy , but obviously i cant...i wished that i could be primary school student again....cos nothing seem to matter to me... all i wanted was fun and games and i had them all.....now..... i dun think it's easy to have them not.....i want to be a young kid again.....where matters of the world dun seem to bother me and i can live in my own HAPPY world....yes.....at this age....man....life really is bad.....everythin's failing....matters of the world seeks to destroy u.....ur happiness and all.....

asking myself now," why are THEY going away one by one..."

cya peeps.....off to find my own world=)

death might be the only way out....

2005-05-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

sigh...feeling down...just got a hearing from my dad...cos of my exam...my life just got worse...hiyo...is death the only way? sigh...oh well...i guess i shd try to work harder....altho i know it'll be hard for me...haiz...life's so hard to live now...if only it was in the early times...no1 cares abt exams....hmmm....well....TO THE BEGINNING OF MISERY! i feel so moody and agonised....oh well....cya ppl....on to my lousy live....

2005-05-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

sigh....this last week of sch will be the worst i think....i'm so dumb....exam did very badly....haiz....but i'm not the only 1=P....but i'm still screwed anyways.....sigh.....this is suppose to be 1 of the best week...but i'm rather sad lorx....aiyo...i dunno wat to do la....i'm so messed up....i've been doing the oposite of wat i really want.....haiz....and tryin to deceive myself sumtimes.....grrr......darn it larz......who am i really....i dun noe....dun carez.....juz a nobody.....

~wandering astray to god knows where......~

just a bored entry...

2005-05-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

sigh....i'm so BORED....i hate dnt....dun like the folio....grrr....i got alot to do....DANG....lol...holidays are coming....yay? but have camps....sucks....ar.....then tmr havnt ncc live range...lol...go shoot the sergeant....LOL....better not....not i mati.....lol.....use the gun saw ppl.....hehe...nah....too heavy.....yeps....tats all abt my boring tedious life....cya peeps=P

after a long break from postin

2005-05-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

sigh...rather lazy to update...hmm...friday ar....wat happen...not clear...oh ya....over slept for cross country , so nev go in the end....BUSTED , yea....hmmm....dead lor....andre and coleman came my house , so nice....heh....then went church lor....after youth went andre house playground and laid in a row facing the dark cloudy skies....we wandered abt our lives there....so peaceful...cosy...carefree....haiz....hmmm...then i guessed tat's all for tat day

then on sat....hm....watched tv in the mornin , watched kids central lor....cos i have an immature mind....i dun carez....haha....erm....guess i played com whole day ba....bad kitty yea? right...hmm....boring and lonely day lo...sigh....well....on to sunday....

hmm....went church by myself....sis did not go....had stomach ache i think....then walked to church lo....ALONE again....look towards the grd as i walked....too sad to lift my face and show it...cos it sucks...heh...yar...then joined up with my buddies lo...can u believe.....JON CAME! cool....a miracle....it was great , he came ....haha....then after church ate lunch at kopitiam with andrew , andre and jon....then it was left with me and jon at andre house playgrnd while waitin for jericho to open and for andre to join us as he had to go home 1st....but...jericho nev opened...sigh...lucky jon nev got angry....so he's a nice guy...hehe....he even played crocodile with me...i'll tell u sumthin funny....i was the crocodile....i was almost cornering jon when he found a fake knife....lol....i tot it was real and slipped....from a certain height.....i gripped the pole at my side....and swung towards the side lor....banged the side of my butt lo....pain lei...lol....then i just laid on the ground FLAT....then jon threw the knife down at me , i got scared and ran...lol...dumb me...lol...so naive....stupid...stupid....real....STUPID....well...great day ne way.....

hmm....today's mon....woke up at 9....so nice....had a gd slp.....then went lunch with me pals at 12....at j8....then went for cell thingy at 2....yea....then roam ard while they went shoppin...we went j8 btw....erm...yar....then after tat went jericho lo....played some games...then had to go home....so....yar...now i'm here....writing abt my dumb life....hehe....yar.....

so its iff again i go...into the deep abyss of watever crap....hahaz....cya toots=P

2005-05-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

yay...the whole world's sad? yea...who cares har? lol...i dun....say it...I DUN! lol.....yea....to all u sad ppl....say this "I DUN HELLA CAREZ!" okok....so wat abt this post? i dunno , juz freakin bored.....haiz......there's a constant conflict in mind...i dunno wat to do....it's evil i think , lol....erm.....guess there are ppl who feels the same as other ppl.....yea...i dunno wat i'm talkin....i think i'm a hypocrite....i might have a very , VERY bad side of me....heh....i dunno.....i need some peace i guess.....there this common feeling tat i think many ppl share , it's like u want sumthin very dear but u keep chasing it away or sumthin....haha....like wth....i darno my own words anymore...think i'll juz shut up and slp laz...thinking too much spoils my mind....slp my mind blank...yea.....woohoo.....

hope friday will be a better day? anywayz.....try to be happy ppl! there's always a small flickering light in all darkness.....look for da light! hehe.....yesyes.....i'm going to slp....off to meowmeowland~

2005-05-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

holla peeps! woot....erm.....dunno wad i'm happy for=.= , erm.....sigh.....there's a cross-country tmr and friday......AT TURF CITY! wth....lolz.....aiyo....so far..... wed is the preparation run while fri is the actual 1.....sianz....then thursday got ncc....so sian.....boohoo......y ar.....lol.....

weird...today nev see jeremy in sch...lolz....so tired this mornin....haha....luckily teacher let us slack abit.....hahaz.....grrr.....thursday during sch period got CIP! omg.....go carry stuff...aiyo....i think the stuff drop on me and i die.....lol

yay.....i wanna be like daffy duck , bart simpson , homer simpson , woody wood pecker , and basically any insane cartoon characters , lolz...... right...... anywayz.....i go laze some where in my room...haha.....dragonballz rox.....i think...hee....okok....tats all.....=P

~we are the matians , the BUTT ugly martian!~ whee.....so old cartoon....lolz.....CYA PEEPS!

2005-05-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! lol....erm....today ar.....no sch....cos still exam period and today not my subject , and btw mine finished already .....so went jericho with 2 classmates and then later andre and andrew joined me....hehe....then coleman came later....so aniway....tmr have sch , argh....so sianz....still havn't found my aim in life...lolx....i think.....

i wonder....how's andre now? since today's is his birthday...woohoo....he's 15! haha.....gd for him....

yepyep....not much else happened todae...so i' ll be off now.....cyaz my fellow catty buds....lolZ!

2005-05-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

can u hear the raindrops? can u hear the thunder? darkness...off the lights...do u feel being swallowed by the darkness and each lightning strikes makes your heart beat faster and faster...when you try to close ur eyes , the thunder booms loudly and cause you to lose your calmness and brings you fear?

Very sian day la... morning very boring...play com until sian sian...watched kids central to cheer me up=P , yes i'm still watching these kinda programmes...i'm immature and loving it...went for the dinner...stoned alot... just thinking on useless crap... thought after the event can go playground with me fwens to play crocodile...but the RAIN! hat to come.....made me so sian....must let go of many things , dun think too much , free ur heart of hurtful feelings , then u can be FREE! spread ur wings and fly to the other end of the earth with no 1 to stop u....

MONDAY: my best bud's birthday , your's truely.....A N D R E! gdgd....he's gonna be 15! yay....mines so long away....but i hope i wont grow too fast...

`~ur 1 stop cat blogger! ur 1 and only GREENCATZ! live on ppl....be happy!~`

LAST DAY OF EXAMS!

2005-05-12T07:21:00.000+08:00

aiyez.....the last day seems longer and longer till my mind keeps thinkin abt how long more b4 i'm free.....which makes me depress cos i'm like " c'mon already! end dammit" rite....haha.....i'm gonna suan all those who still have exams! woohahaha~....doh......i wanna thank god for my fwens! and i amd grateful for sum1 like.....ANDRE=) haha....oh ya.....i suddenly like bart simspon....i feel he's cool in a dummie's point.....bahaha.....jokerz.......gtg sch soon......*cries*.....NOT! i'm juz gonna sit back and relac....and it'll soon be over b4 i noe it....but dammit , i noe 5 mins later the exam havnt end yet.....haha.....stupidz......u dumb shit......(deserve to die!)~1 of jon lim's quotes~ cool eh? kwhahah....yea rite.......i think the exam's gotten into my head......freak la......gtg gtg gtg.......be back in.....ard......4 hrs? lolz......

2005-05-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.....i went to read up on SS and thought of some weird stuff.....here's wat i thought of....u noe abt ice land and britain fishing area conflict? see ar...ppl say there are many fishes in the sea.....i say there are many fishing spots in the sea.....haha....then anyways......ice land dun wan britain to fish in their territory......but britain still persist...so it's best britain shd find new fishin spot.....becos of tat right , there was almost a war? i dunno la...haha.....ya.......
oh great.....1 more day of exams and i'm a free cat>^.^<

2005-05-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

hmm...jeremy ar jeremy.....be happy dude , u keep tellin me tat.....and erm.....i know how u feel.... i think...... even if ur life sucks , at least there's other ppl who life suck too.... so can join them in havin a sucky life.....u lucky joker , so many gals like u lor....haha....gasp* betta keep me mouth shut.....haiz.....and jay , i'm trying to let go.....and be carefree loz.....haha.....let go of ur sorrows , ur troubles , ur probs , ur stress , ur hatred , ur surroundins , ur sandness , ur loneliness , ur EVERYTHING except happy memories i guess.....oh.....and jay , i may not be a gd fren sumtimes , and....i'm sry i guess.....but the gang( blocker boss:coleman , followers of da BLOCKER: urs truely , ME! ;one and only andre ;and the famous....andrew) will be behind u always......hehe....

2005-05-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

WHEE! juz got a new phone....finally....sad to say it's not 1 of the latest.....k700i.....haiz....but oh wellz....its way betta than my previous 1...kk....juz four more days of exams and torment....grr....and i'm really lookin forward to going out with fwens.....haha.....CaTzZoUt!

2005-05-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

alritez....today...hmm....nth much ba....just thinking ......exams....already started....but life's great i guess.....hokhay....guess who's the person any gal would like to noe or even be her bf....its...ANDREW!.....wahas....he ladykiller nia....
runs aways~meow!~ CATZ

2005-05-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

ahh...some1's gonna hit me.....>.<........exams are coming! die le.....hope can pass ba.......then after exams can go OUT WITH FWENS! aniwaes.....maybe will go wif andre and andrew to downtown east , last time we went wild wild wet....hehe....very fun......andrew very muscular sia.....alot of gals look at him......hope he dun sees this , if not another person will go after me.....>^.^< ~meow
THE one and only C@TZ!

2005-04-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

Not a good day today......often we do not face up to reality , people come and goes every second......hope my dear fren can handle the pressure......i will not mention name....u can ownself find out ba......anywayz.......the exams are comin......so i hope he can prepare for it evem tho he's in a very confused state of mind......GOD BLESS HIM!
hope for a better tmr, CATZ

2005-04-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

ALLO!
eh.....as u can already see , i've changed my blogskin , YAY!......k nth have changed much tho......still the same ol' rubbish.....gah.....and i dun CARE!!!! ya...i've lost it.....so lonely , so bored , so left out.......y am i here? i dun know......dun wanna know?aiyaz......just ignore me baz......i'm self-delusional......and i dun even noe wat it means=_=lll.....yah...i'm full of crap la......crapping outta here......
BECOOL NIGGA!!!=P!!!

2005-03-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

i'm grounded! haiz.....haiz.....ne way......2 more days and i'm goin hawaii....hiyo....imma lazy bum....ne wayz.....i bought a zen micro to cheer myself up=).......well.....at least i wotn hav any excuses not to study.....hahaz.....i'm out!

2005-03-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

so sian.....so fast left 1 week b4 i go for ncc camp.....its on fri.....so sad.....and on 18th , i going hawaii......and it's a 1 week trip....so i'll be not ard on fri youths 3 times and 2 times i wont be goin sunday service i think.......dun miss me peeps! cos i wont too=) haha....of cos not....will miss ya and hope u feel the same.....NOT!(hmm...i think i'm sounding weird)....haiz....ReMiNdEr: 13th March is COLEMAN'S B'DAY! woot!hehe......=P

now.....i'm thinkin abt y jonathan is detested by sum ppl....well....actually......he's not so bad lar.....i remember primary school last time he came my house alotta times.....then we also went to the bishan park canal to fish....lol...in the end caught onie tadpoles....hehe......then sumtimes we go to the field nearby and play boomerang......it was fun......he's actually a gd fren la......so anyway.......try not to detest him ya? lol.....well...tats my opinion of jon at least=)

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