sigh.....life's getting tiring..... no wonder got ppl suicide cos of exam...but nope , i wont suicide...but neither do i want to study hard....i want to take life easy , but obviously i cant...i wished that i could be primary school student again....cos nothing seem to matter to me... all i wanted was fun and games and i had them all.....now..... i dun think it's easy to have them not.....i want to be a young kid again.....where matters of the world dun seem to bother me and i can live in my own HAPPY world....yes.....at this age....man....life really is bad.....everythin's failing....matters of the world seeks to destroy u.....ur happiness and all.....



asking myself now," why are THEY going away one by one..."

cya peeps.....off to find my own world=) sigh...feeling down...just got a hearing from my dad...cos of my exam...my life just got worse...hiyo...is death the only way? sigh...oh well...i guess i shd try to work harder....altho i know it'll be hard for me...haiz...life's so hard to live now...if only it was in the early times...no1 cares abt exams....hmmm....well....TO THE BEGINNING OF MISERY! i feel so moody and agonised....oh well....cya ppl....on to my lousy live.... sigh....this last week of sch will be the worst i think....i'm so dumb....exam did very badly....haiz....but i'm not the only 1=P....but i'm still screwed anyways.....sigh.....this is suppose to be 1 of the best week...but i'm rather sad lorx....aiyo...i dunno wat to do la....i'm so messed up....i've been doing the oposite of wat i really want.....haiz....and tryin to deceive myself sumtimes.....grrr......darn it larz......who am i really....i dun noe....dun carez.....juz a nobody.....





~wandering astray to god knows where......~ sigh....i'm so BORED....i hate dnt....dun like the folio....grrr....i got alot to do....DANG....lol...holidays are coming....yay? but have camps....sucks....ar.....then tmr havnt ncc live range...lol...go shoot the sergeant....LOL....better not....not i mati.....lol.....use the gun saw ppl.....hehe...nah....too heavy.....yeps....tats all abt my boring tedious life....cya peeps=P sigh...rather lazy to update...hmm...friday ar....wat happen...not clear...oh ya....over slept for cross country , so nev go in the end....BUSTED , yea....hmmm....dead lor....andre and coleman came my house , so nice....heh....then went church lor....after youth went andre house playground and laid in a row facing the dark cloudy skies....we wandered abt our lives there....so peaceful...cosy...carefree....haiz....hmmm...then i guessed tat's all for tat day



then on sat....hm....watched tv in the mornin , watched kids central lor....cos i have an immature mind....i dun carez....haha....erm....guess i played com whole day ba....bad kitty yea? right...hmm....boring and lonely day lo...sigh....well....on to sunday....



hmm....went church by myself....sis did not go....had stomach ache i think....then walked to church lo....ALONE again....look towards the grd as i walked....too sad to lift my face and show it...cos it sucks...heh...yar...then joined up with my buddies lo...can u believe.....JON CAME! cool....a miracle....it was great , he came ....haha....then after church ate lunch at kopitiam with andrew , andre and jon....then it was left with me and jon at andre house playgrnd while waitin for jericho to open and for andre to join us as he had to go home 1st....but...jericho nev opened...sigh...lucky jon nev got angry....so he's a nice guy...hehe....he even played crocodile with me...i'll tell u sumthin funny....i was the crocodile....i was almost cornering jon when he found a fake knife....lol....i tot it was real and slipped....from a certain height.....i gripped the pole at my side....and swung towards the side lor....banged the side of my butt lo....pain lei...lol....then i just laid on the ground FLAT....then jon threw the knife down at me , i got scared and ran...lol...dumb me...lol...so naive....stupid...stupid....real....STUPID....well...great day ne way.....



hmm....today's mon....woke up at 9....so nice....had a gd slp.....then went lunch with me pals at 12....at j8....then went for cell thingy at 2....yea....then roam ard while they went shoppin...we went j8 btw....erm...yar....then after tat went jericho lo....played some games...then had to go home....so....yar...now i'm here....writing abt my dumb life....hehe....yar.....



so its iff again i go...into the deep abyss of watever crap....hahaz....cya toots=P yay...the whole world's sad? yea...who cares har? lol...i dun....say it...I DUN! lol.....yea....to all u sad ppl....say this "I DUN HELLA CAREZ!" okok....so wat abt this post? i dunno , juz freakin bored.....haiz......there's a constant conflict in mind...i dunno wat to do....it's evil i think , lol....erm.....guess there are ppl who feels the same as other ppl.....yea...i dunno wat i'm talkin....i think i'm a hypocrite....i might have a very , VERY bad side of me....heh....i dunno.....i need some peace i guess.....there this common feeling tat i think many ppl share , it's like u want sumthin very dear but u keep chasing it away or sumthin....haha....like wth....i darno my own words anymore...think i'll juz shut up and slp laz...thinking too much spoils my mind....slp my mind blank...yea.....woohoo.....



hope friday will be a better day? anywayz.....try to be happy ppl! there's always a small flickering light in all darkness.....look for da light! hehe.....yesyes.....i'm going to slp....off to meowmeowland~
holla peeps! woot....erm.....dunno wad i'm happy for=.= , erm.....sigh.....there's a cross-country tmr and friday......AT TURF CITY! wth....lolz.....aiyo....so far..... wed is the preparation run while fri is the actual 1.....sianz....then thursday got ncc....so sian.....boohoo......y ar.....lol.....

weird...today nev see jeremy in sch...lolz....so tired this mornin....haha....luckily teacher let us slack abit.....hahaz.....grrr.....thursday during sch period got CIP! omg.....go carry stuff...aiyo....i think the stuff drop on me and i die.....lol

yay.....i wanna be like daffy duck , bart simpson , homer simpson , woody wood pecker , and basically any insane cartoon characters , lolz...... right...... anywayz.....i go laze some where in my room...haha.....dragonballz rox.....i think...hee....okok....tats all.....=P

~we are the matians , the BUTT ugly martian!~ whee.....so old cartoon....lolz.....CYA PEEPS! hey hey hey! lol....erm....today ar.....no sch....cos still exam period and today not my subject , and btw mine finished already .....so went jericho with 2 classmates and then later andre and andrew joined me....hehe....then coleman came later....so aniway....tmr have sch , argh....so sianz....still havn't found my aim in life...lolx....i think.....


i wonder....how's andre now? since today's is his birthday...woohoo....he's 15! haha.....gd for him....


yepyep....not much else happened todae...so i' ll be off now.....cyaz my fellow catty buds....lolZ! can u hear the raindrops? can u hear the thunder? darkness...off the lights...do u feel being swallowed by the darkness and each lightning strikes makes your heart beat faster and faster...when you try to close ur eyes , the thunder booms loudly and cause you to lose your calmness and brings you fear?

Very sian day la... morning very boring...play com until sian sian...watched kids central to cheer me up=P , yes i'm still watching these kinda programmes...i'm immature and loving it...went for the dinner...stoned alot... just thinking on useless crap... thought after the event can go playground with me fwens to play crocodile...but the RAIN! hat to come.....made me so sian....must let go of many things , dun think too much , free ur heart of hurtful feelings , then u can be FREE! spread ur wings and fly to the other end of the earth with no 1 to stop u....

MONDAY: my best bud's birthday , your's truely.....A N D R E! gdgd....he's gonna be 15! yay....mines so long away....but i hope i wont grow too fast...



`~ur 1 stop cat blogger! ur 1 and only GREENCATZ! live on ppl....be happy!~` aiyez.....the last day seems longer and longer till my mind keeps thinkin abt how long more b4 i'm free.....which makes me depress cos i'm like " c'mon already! end dammit" rite....haha.....i'm gonna suan all those who still have exams! woohahaha~....doh......i wanna thank god for my fwens! and i amd grateful for sum1 like.....ANDRE=) haha....oh ya.....i suddenly like bart simspon....i feel he's cool in a dummie's point.....bahaha.....jokerz.......gtg sch soon......*cries*.....NOT! i'm juz gonna sit back and relac....and it'll soon be over b4 i noe it....but dammit , i noe 5 mins later the exam havnt end yet.....haha.....stupidz......u dumb shit......(deserve to die!)~1 of jon lim's quotes~ cool eh? kwhahah....yea rite.......i think the exam's gotten into my head......freak la......gtg gtg gtg.......be back in.....ard......4 hrs? lolz...... hmm.....i went to read up on SS and thought of some weird stuff.....here's wat i thought of....u noe abt ice land and britain fishing area conflict? see ar...ppl say there are many fishes in the sea.....i say there are many fishing spots in the sea.....haha....then anyways......ice land dun wan britain to fish in their territory......but britain still persist...so it's best britain shd find new fishin spot.....becos of tat right , there was almost a war? i dunno la...haha.....ya.......
oh great.....1 more day of exams and i'm a free cat>^.^< hmm...jeremy ar jeremy.....be happy dude , u keep tellin me tat.....and erm.....i know how u feel.... i think...... even if ur life sucks , at least there's other ppl who life suck too.... so can join them in havin a sucky life.....u lucky joker , so many gals like u lor....haha....gasp* betta keep me mouth shut.....haiz.....and jay , i'm trying to let go.....and be carefree loz.....haha.....let go of ur sorrows , ur troubles , ur probs , ur stress , ur hatred , ur surroundins , ur sandness , ur loneliness , ur EVERYTHING except happy memories i guess.....oh.....and jay , i may not be a gd fren sumtimes , and....i'm sry i guess.....but the gang( blocker boss:coleman , followers of da BLOCKER: urs truely , ME! ;one and only andre ;and the famous....andrew) will be behind u always......hehe.... WHEE! juz got a new phone....finally....sad to say it's not 1 of the latest.....k700i.....haiz....but oh wellz....its way betta than my previous 1...kk....juz four more days of exams and torment....grr....and i'm really lookin forward to going out with fwens.....haha.....CaTzZoUt! alritez....today...hmm....nth much ba....just thinking ......exams....already started....but life's great i guess.....hokhay....guess who's the person any gal would like to noe or even be her bf....its...ANDREW!.....wahas....he ladykiller nia....
runs aways~meow!~ CATZ ahh...some1's gonna hit me.....>.<........exams are coming! die le.....hope can pass ba.......then after exams can go OUT WITH FWENS! aniwaes.....maybe will go wif andre and andrew to downtown east , last time we went wild wild wet....hehe....very fun......andrew very muscular sia.....alot of gals look at him......hope he dun sees this , if not another person will go after me.....>^.^< ~meow
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