heh...df sucks codid sucks i sucks everyone sucks...ok...erm...just writing crap...dun mind me... hais...i'm so SIAN... sian sian sian...why so sian...damn sian la! could this be stress?! wooo...okies... btr go back to work...haha...i'm nutty=D hmmm...i realised i've been posting almost everyday the past few days... today is...wed...by rights no sch de...but went to do work in sch cause got frens to do with...suppose to meet at 1150...but...in the end everyone late...cept me...zzz...hais...haha...sad life...i dun really know wad i did in sch...i hardly did any work it seems...maybe did a couple of roughs for portfolio? heh... oh and i got raped in class....haha... wadever... erm...left at 930 ba...and went for dinner....and i reached home...11 pm le...T.T.... haha...ok....that's it...bye yeap today i was more emo than i usually am... i shall start from the start ba... went sch early....abt 830 ba...although class starts at 9...went there to see if i was of any help? but then again...how much can a slacker help? hehe...so...yea... class started and the teachers went thru each and every thumbnails....i was quite jittery cos i sort of used a short cut to do my thumbnail....in the end the teacher knew i used the shortcut method but nvr said anything serious ba... oh and got back test results...i must say mine was a miracle....=X haha... then...i guess....i started to get emo after that... i dunno ba...for some reasons...i just couldn't make myself happy... emo all the way...till...now i guess? haha...i just feel very sian... and i feel very tired....in everyway...just tired.... mondayeee...for once...i go sch at 9am...on a monday...why? wanted to do colour theory... but then i go block m le...got class inside...and no one else from my class there...so lonely...then walk to block q le... then met mei foong there...then followed by papa... there also no space...so went block L....so fun...i walk here walk there... at block L da jie met us... then decided to go library ba... hmmm...everyone was doin drawing thumbnails ba... so hard to think de...head pain...then later they hungry went to the library cafe....dunno why not hungry so just drank coffee... ice mocha to be exact....erm....then the following events are the same usual monday occurances ba... hmmm... i today also stayed after sch do colour theory... but i did a 'shortcut' method de...so...i dunno ba... i guess i'm a bad boy....haha... sometimes i wish i know my future...it makes things alot more easier and allows me to avoid failures... heh...but i guess...it's impossible....well then...i'll just end my post here....bbies! >^.^< hmmm...it's Sunday...heh...today i woke up at 1130...slept at 3 i think... initially...i woke up at 7....but i went back to sleep...and i woke up again...it was 1130...i was feeling very nua... and of course late for church....so i didnt go ba...heh...bad christian... so...then...went to bathe to wash the nua-ness away...it worked for awhile...after the bath , that is... haha...then went to take breakfast... hmmm... then around 1...think my dad called say gonna go pick me and my sis up go lunch then go gramps... so...ladeedaadeedaaa....i'm now at my gramps...i brought my laptop with me...hehe...but gonna no batt soon i think... oh yea... i dunno....if i did the right thing or not... i'm so confused... i'm elbatsnuyllanoitome
hmmm...the blog's so useful XD... helps me release my thoughts easily...i think... well...i think btr stop here...running out of batt le....END It's a saturday! But...for once...i wanted to go sch do sch assignment...heh...a miracle eh? wells...the meeting timing was very uncertain to me...one side say 1245...another tell me 12... haha...in the end met at 12.45... from meeting 4 other ppl...left 2...thomas and papa...lol...i reach 1243 liaos...thought i will be only one there...then sia la...papa also just came... she also early...amazing...hehe... ended up waiting for thomas...lols... papa cannot behave in public de... so old liaos...still so childISH....lols....thomas came at 12 52...then he say he not late ar...say his timing is 10 mins late...diao...zzz...then go sch le... NO MAC LAB open....sian lor... then dunno where to go le...thomas wanted to go funan see see stuff...so i nothing to do...papa i think also dun mind so we went funan lo... oh ya...papa bag...is... insanely heavy! lols... wadever....so went funan look see lor...walk ard for some time le papa suddenly leg tired...so she went to sit down...left me and thomas to look at some stuff... dunno wad ear phone to get.... then got back to papa and went to food junction.... papa couldnt get her swensens so guess the next closest thing was cold deserts.... we all 3 ate cold desert lor...i eat the slowest sia...lol...thomas had 2 bowls....and still consumed faster than me....the ice cold lars....hmmm...anyways...we split up when look finish le....papa go meet girlfren...thomas go home prepare go safari....i go home...slack lor...thats y quite bored decide to post...heh...k la...think write quite alot le....hmmm...although...couldn't do work today....at least...it was interesting ba....off to games now cya!
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a uh...yea...i'm writing a post again...2nd one this year...hehe...wadever...erm... to start off...today ...ok la i guess...did almost all the hmwk dued today....miraculously....ummm...actually...today got a class gathering at east coast... i guess...i was expected to be there ba... but...i didnt go in the end... i was too tired to go...fridays...end at 6pm...but i dunno why today reallly damn sian...so...i didnt go the gather...neither did i go church...heh...wad a bummer i am huh? sucks as a christian...sucks as a friend... then...i dunno larhs...cant control my emotions well... wonder why... sometimes...i wish i was born differently...or maybe...born perfect...heh...impossible... so dumb....but oh wells...i'm stuck with the current me...dunno how my future will be like...gotta wait and see... i'm gone...
sigh...i dunno how i feel anymore...she's the type i like.... if only...she was a christian...but then...even if she was...i guess...i would still get rejected...i can tell...i'm always trying to commune with her...and she doesn't seem to care....i guess she has high standards...i 'm not even close...oh well...i'm happy i met her...but i dun think our friendship will last....i want so much to tell her that if she somehow became a chritian...i would want to jio her...but i'm afraid of many things...she might not have the same feelings or she could end up avoiding me.....so i guess...it'll be shut in my heart until...i'm certain...the time that i shd tell her...