well...this past days , i've been playin , having fun like its all there is in life...well...soon....i'll be getin hell i guess....gonna get jon to cremate me ba....hmmm.....sigh....i feel lost....REALLY...sch sucks....i wanna have holidays....EVERYday=( so sad...it will nev happen....hmmm.....who noes....i might suicide 1 day? everything's unexpected.....i might just drop dead....lifeless....heh....cheers to my doomed fate....hehe....sigh....i feel so useless....so inferior...so insignificant...so....like a NOBODY! ahhh......gosh....i'm scaring myself.....off to my doom....cya....