sigh...holidays are over soon....doomsday is at my doorstep...i really feel like dying....dun wanna go sch...all the pressure , stress....its killin me....i really wan a simple carefree life....like in those old films where ppl play on green fields where the wind blows smoothly , caressing ur face with a warm sweet feeling...haha....right....hmm.....i needa bond with my bros more....argh....i'll miss them when sch reopens....so sad....i sumtimes dream abt the world...like i mean....is it really just studies and work to offer on earth? i mean like wat the heck la....can't we just live happily and help 1 another...where every1 is kind and nice and watso ever....hmm...lol....guess its too much to ask for....haiz....damn sian now....i cant wait for youth tmr...heh....sian....i dun think i goin for the fishin trip on sat....i maybe go do my hmwk instead? sigh...damn lonely now...no frens online...no 1 smsin me again...lol...and...no 1 to talk to...hahas....dots....zzz....