sigh...i'm very moody right now...ain't happy...dunno if i'm sad...well...i hate my com...downloads so slow that i'd rather die than wait...sigh...and i probably can't be a perfect fren...hate myself... i just...dun wanna think too much...trying to just get life over with...sigh...i really need God...i've sinned too much i guess...i dunno...maybe i'm crazy...yea...whatever...stupid life...