i suck
Monday, January 02, 2006
sigh...i'm so tired...i dunno why...school's coming...another year of torment...ah wells...this year is gonna be the worst...oh well...i'm down and out...haha...right... sigh...rather lonely...i dunno why... think it's just me... yea... it's me...heh.... found out stuff abt my frens... guess....some have secrets which shd not be shared...not even to close frens....guess i'll have to understand that....all frens all good i guess...hmmm....gotta cheer up ba....been rather gloomy....stupid me=.= heh....sch sch...so sian...wish it'd just disappear....haiz.... i like making ppl happy....but i cant even cheer myself up....haha....so crappy....ah wells....
a new year's beginning...
why do i still feel sad?
i guess it's no piont regretting...
over the past incidents i've had...
a new year's beginning...
but yet i'm still no different...
life is never changing...
and it's too late to take a back turn...
a new year's beggining...
but yes , i'm not happy...
here's a poem i'm composing...
it's just to express me being crappy...
so....yea....i made this poem at 1.45 am...2nd jan le...haiz...i go sleep liao le....gd nite world...